It's Not Like I ♥ You

control your poison babe, roses have thorns they say [Lady GaGa]

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THEY SAY LOVE IS JUST LIKE MAGIC. BUT MAGIC IS JUST AN ILLUSION RYT?

sing.that.song

A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU by David Archuleta

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're not here now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're not here now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.

me.myself.and.i

a little sneak peek about me :P

Hi, my name is Valencia but for short, you can call me Valen. Valen loves twilight saga, her fellow friends since kindergarten until high school, and her books. Valen is absolute fan of stephanie meyer, who by the way is gifted by an enormous power to create such a good story without makes me bored at all to read her novel which is about 500 pages thick. Valen currently studies in Binus High School and is in 11 grade. Valen won't tell you her class so if you don't know, too bad for you.

For Someone I'd Lie in Real Life :P
When one day you think
I hope you think my favorite song
The one we danced to all night long
The moon like a spotlight on the lake
When you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
Think of my head on your chest
And my old faded blue jeans
When one day you think
I hope you think of me

S I X T E E N
RANDOM FACTS

well, i am 16 years old, aren't i?

ONE When I was in elementary school, I liked IPS the least, which is a kind of eufimism because 'hate' is a strong word. ARGHH!!
TWO My first cellphone is Nokia 2100 (yay!) and now I don't even know where it is...poor little cellphone...
THREE I am sooooo in ♥ with Jason Mraz!
FOUR My favorite colour is pink (like you guys don't know yet..)
FIVE I've moved 4 times since I was born.
SIX I've been changing schools for 4 times too, since I first went to school.
SEVEN I used to believe with Santa Claus thingies x)
EIGHT I want to be an internist (or a pediatrics) after finishing university.
NINE The best movie I've ever watched so far is P.S. I Love You (thanks Adel, for recommending this one beautiful movie)
TEN Oh yeah, I LOVED lollipop, choco vanilla Chupa Chups to be precise. And when I say LOVED, I mean it.
ELEVEN On some points in my life, I missed school so bad. That's what you called IRONIC.
TWELVE Honestly, I don't know what else to write.
THIRTEEN I ALWAYS have problem with my hair. I don't know why, but I do ALWAYS feel like it bothers me!
FOURTEEN I wake up 5.40 every morning. Well, surely except Saturday and Sunday and any other lovely holiday.
FIFTEEN The worst holiday is Lebaran holiday because I can NOT go on vacation and I have to clean my house all by myself for about 2 weeks and that's BAD.
SIXTEEN Humm.. I envy my parents for their genius brain and secretly wonder why can't they inherited it to me (-.-)

ASS-ignments

dear my fellow teachers, come check THESE out..:'(
basically just stuff we, Serpong Binusian, need to do, like homework and projects.

1. BI : Field Trip Report (30/3)

So guys, do PRAY for me..! ^_^

holiday : day 1

4:11 PM - Thursday, April 9, 2009

Yak hari pertama libur dan gue sudah bete..

Humm it's actually not a pretty special thing since I get upset easily :P Tapi tadi ya setelah gue tidur selama 16 jam nonstop, I woke up at aboouttt 9 and I took a bath and went online and chatted with my boyfie and then I ate breakfast.

But the thing is my mom all of a sudden went mad with me and I did nothing wrong (or so I thought) in purpose. Yea and my boyfie had to go to have some family thing (since today is his mom's birthday) and to church (since today is Maundy Thursday). So he can't contact me and I miss him sooooo badly :(

And my internet went so effin sloowwwwww... I need and I have to watch GG streaming on the internet and I can't go with THIS slow internet connection baby.... ARGH!!! Gotta go fix it somehow! I need to find a way or two or three to fix it!! DAMN!!!

~V~

Labels: bored, crazy talk, daily life, holiday

b a c k

5:16 PM - Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Wew.. Setelah sekian lama gue menghindari dunia blog memblog akhirnyaaaa saya mendeklarasikan dengan ini : I'M BACK!

It's not like anyone would've missed me, though. Well at least I know someone's reading this ya du (-.-) wakakakkak. Humm well if you asked me why was I disappeared from all of these things related to Blogger, that was because realizing your private writting was actually not so private anymore (it's published, and anyone could read it, and there is somebody who was actually reading it) could actually cause a great trauma of writting *wakakakak*

But now, since I really have nothing to do during my four day (oh my God so horrible) holiday, I decided to go back here and write something. Well, I'm sorry for letting you wasting too much of your time, but YES, I am just trying to let things out of my system and if you aren't interested in reading my real life story... sigh... too bad :(

Now, I'm having a terrible week with lots of homework and worksheet. And that wouldn't have bothered me this much if the marks were all that good. But unfortunately, IT'S NOT (-.-)

God I can't believe I could hate holiday THIS much.. It is so boring and useless and tiring and depressing as I should be studying my Math ewwww and it is so confusing and making me nervous and sooooo desperating.

~V~

Labels: another day in Binus, crazy talk, daily life

brand new life

4:40 PM - Thursday, April 2, 2009

So, effective on Tuesday 31.03.09 me and him are engaged in a relationship. Yep. Him. The one who I was talking about since months months months ago. The one who was actually reading my blog since January and I didn't know that. The on who confess his felling to me on Tuesday 31.03.09, 9:35, Binus HS 1st floor stairwell. Yea, him. That him. Eduardus Jonathan Sutanto ^^

So thanks to Blogger for helping me out in expressing my feelings to him. Hahaha I was wrong about he couldn't read my postings. I know he is smart and all that, but I didn't know that he was THAT smart. Humm...

Anyway I changed the blog address for a period of time just until he believes that I removed it haha so he can't find it out LOL

Anyway... v a l e n ♥ e d u

~V~

Labels: another day in Binus, crazy talk, daily life

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