It's Not Like I ♥ You

control your poison babe, roses have thorns they say [Lady GaGa]

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THEY SAY LOVE IS JUST LIKE MAGIC. BUT MAGIC IS JUST AN ILLUSION RYT?

sing.that.song

A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU by David Archuleta

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're not here now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're not here now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.

me.myself.and.i

a little sneak peek about me :P

Hi, my name is Valencia but for short, you can call me Valen. Valen loves twilight saga, her fellow friends since kindergarten until high school, and her books. Valen is absolute fan of stephanie meyer, who by the way is gifted by an enormous power to create such a good story without makes me bored at all to read her novel which is about 500 pages thick. Valen currently studies in Binus High School and is in 11 grade. Valen won't tell you her class so if you don't know, too bad for you.

For Someone I'd Lie in Real Life :P
When one day you think
I hope you think my favorite song
The one we danced to all night long
The moon like a spotlight on the lake
When you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
Think of my head on your chest
And my old faded blue jeans
When one day you think
I hope you think of me

S I X T E E N
RANDOM FACTS

well, i am 16 years old, aren't i?

ONE When I was in elementary school, I liked IPS the least, which is a kind of eufimism because 'hate' is a strong word. ARGHH!!
TWO My first cellphone is Nokia 2100 (yay!) and now I don't even know where it is...poor little cellphone...
THREE I am sooooo in ♥ with Jason Mraz!
FOUR My favorite colour is pink (like you guys don't know yet..)
FIVE I've moved 4 times since I was born.
SIX I've been changing schools for 4 times too, since I first went to school.
SEVEN I used to believe with Santa Claus thingies x)
EIGHT I want to be an internist (or a pediatrics) after finishing university.
NINE The best movie I've ever watched so far is P.S. I Love You (thanks Adel, for recommending this one beautiful movie)
TEN Oh yeah, I LOVED lollipop, choco vanilla Chupa Chups to be precise. And when I say LOVED, I mean it.
ELEVEN On some points in my life, I missed school so bad. That's what you called IRONIC.
TWELVE Honestly, I don't know what else to write.
THIRTEEN I ALWAYS have problem with my hair. I don't know why, but I do ALWAYS feel like it bothers me!
FOURTEEN I wake up 5.40 every morning. Well, surely except Saturday and Sunday and any other lovely holiday.
FIFTEEN The worst holiday is Lebaran holiday because I can NOT go on vacation and I have to clean my house all by myself for about 2 weeks and that's BAD.
SIXTEEN Humm.. I envy my parents for their genius brain and secretly wonder why can't they inherited it to me (-.-)

ASS-ignments

dear my fellow teachers, come check THESE out..:'(
basically just stuff we, Serpong Binusian, need to do, like homework and projects.

1. BI : Field Trip Report (30/3)

So guys, do PRAY for me..! ^_^

so strangely sad

6:08 PM - Wednesday, March 4, 2009

I don't know if i lost my mind or what (atau mungkin sedang dece), but honestly I really can't believe what I am feeling ryt now. I should be happy for some reasons, but I am sad. Utterly sad and am in the deepest cave of sorrow <-- bwakakak lebay abis!

Err I know I'm starting my term test two days from now, so, may the game begins!I know I won't post some postings in a few days (or a week), I want to share this feeling of mine through a song. And yes, since I know this blog is not really THAT famous as youtube or facebook, so I don't think I'll have trouble with this little thing.

Humm ya, ini soal sekolah gue, dan gue tulis pake bahasa Indo in case, IN CASE... kepala sekola gue sadar gitu sekolahnya blangsak! Bukannya gue ngga menghormati mereka atau apa ya, tapi satu yang pengen gue bilang yaaa INI TUH BUKAN SEKOLAH! INI NERAKA DENGAN DINDING WARNA-WARNI!! Dan kalo menurut lo (kepala sekolah) kita cuma mesin duit, yaudah! Kita mo menjembatani perbedaan sekolah dengan murid dengan Student Council, tapi kalo itu juga lo ga kasih jalan yaudah! Lo yang memposisikan diri lo sendiri sebagai our enemies instead of allies kan?! YAUDAH!! Lo ngajak ribut duluan ya kita ladenin lah! Busuk lo dasar! BLANGSAK!!

Okay anyway enough with the drama, emang GUE SALAH PILIH SEKOLAH, dan gue TERLALU TABAH, I know. Tapi yaaa high school sucks (that everyone knows). Because if we go to school to learn, and knowledge is power and power is corrupt and corruption is crime and crime doesn't pay then why the hell do we go to school?! Just because someone tells you that you can't do something doesn't mean you have to listen. Dan BUAT SIAPA AJA YANG NGERASA... I wish you would quit telling me I can do anything I want. I never thought I couldn't. And yet, Ibelieve I do have a better memory than you do yaaa bweee...

Second problem is... I don't think I can tell it out loud but then here's a song:

The Day You Went Away - M2M

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby you were dreaming of me
Call me crazy call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do you know I really really do

Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away

Oh whoa .... yeah... oh...ooh...

I remember date and time
September twenty-second Sunday twenty-five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away

Oh whoa .... yeah oh

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do you know I really really do

Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I had to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

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