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lalalalalala it sucks people...
I don't know why am I and when do I start to feel this empty feeling but yea, shit happens, especially to me. Maybe its just so overwhelming to think about the unexpected 'D' day which I hate the most. It's a lot more distressing then A Level, a lot lot lot lot more exhausting than Mr.P's lesson (kea nama kacang yah?) dan a lot lot lot lot lot lot lot worse than Binus itself.
Daaannnn gue menyesal kenapa guru-guru Binus itu ngga asik (-.-). Ngga tau kenapa tapi gue ngerasa guru-guru dan di SMP gue was more like a family than teachers to me, but somehow I feel like teachers in Binus was more like... KETUA bukan PEMIMPIN. They use whatsoever uncreative authority beyond their abilities and on and on. Only if they could be moreeee... mature instead of acting like US (High School Students) pasti Binus jadi PERFECT. I mean apa yang kurang dari sekolah seindah itu, dengan temen-temen seangkatan yang waw banget,dengan kesenangan yang seru abis? Adoh mestinya yang namanya school's staff itu ga usah lah ya sok-sok naro authority bla bla bla gitu. Ini kantor apa sekolahan sih? Aneh-aneh aja dah. Especially SATPAM.
FYI, di Binus satpam itu gila banget! Udah rese, nyebelin, dan membahayakan ketenangan mental para siswi-siswinya. Guru-guru pada gatau aja sok ngebelain satpam! Wakakkakakakak adooohhhhh! Wherever you go, jerks are there beside you! Hahahha...
Duh empty banget gueee... And even if I manage to get myself away from that emptiness, all I could think of is just that 'thing' which shall remain nameless (-.-) ah adoh adoh adoh adoh adoh adoh adoh adoh adoh adoh
Bahkan ya, gue lupa banget kalo gue bentar lagi mao ulangtaon! Hahahaha cacat biasanya tuh dari H-sebulan gue udah inget-inget dengan baik, terus uda mulai 'countdown' gitu. Tapi sekarang ngga, due to some reasons which I actually hate to remember. But then tell me, what do you do when the only person can stop you from crying is the one who makes you cry?
Why is it we always fall for our best friends? Is it because we know we can trust them? Is it because we know them so well? Is it because of the way they know exactly what's going on in our heads? Or is it because they are there any day, anytime, anywhere without the promise of kisses, intimate touches or whispered sentiments of love? I think we love them because they are there when there is nothing in it for them except for that little glimmer of hope that maybe someday there will be. If I was pretty would you love me? If I was perfect would you want me? If I loved you would you leave me?
I don't know why am I and when do I start to feel this empty feeling but yea, shit happens, especially to me. Maybe its just so overwhelming to think about the unexpected 'D' day which I hate the most. It's a lot more distressing then A Level, a lot lot lot lot more exhausting than Mr.P's lesson (kea nama kacang yah?) dan a lot lot lot lot lot lot lot worse than Binus itself.
Daaannnn gue menyesal kenapa guru-guru Binus itu ngga asik (-.-). Ngga tau kenapa tapi gue ngerasa guru-guru dan di SMP gue was more like a family than teachers to me, but somehow I feel like teachers in Binus was more like... KETUA bukan PEMIMPIN. They use whatsoever uncreative authority beyond their abilities and on and on. Only if they could be moreeee... mature instead of acting like US (High School Students) pasti Binus jadi PERFECT. I mean apa yang kurang dari sekolah seindah itu, dengan temen-temen seangkatan yang waw banget,dengan kesenangan yang seru abis? Adoh mestinya yang namanya school's staff itu ga usah lah ya sok-sok naro authority bla bla bla gitu. Ini kantor apa sekolahan sih? Aneh-aneh aja dah. Especially SATPAM.
FYI, di Binus satpam itu gila banget! Udah rese, nyebelin, dan membahayakan ketenangan mental para siswi-siswinya. Guru-guru pada gatau aja sok ngebelain satpam! Wakakkakakakak adooohhhhh! Wherever you go, jerks are there beside you! Hahahha...
Duh empty banget gueee... And even if I manage to get myself away from that emptiness, all I could think of is just that 'thing' which shall remain nameless (-.-) ah adoh adoh adoh adoh adoh adoh adoh adoh adoh adoh
Bahkan ya, gue lupa banget kalo gue bentar lagi mao ulangtaon! Hahahaha cacat biasanya tuh dari H-sebulan gue udah inget-inget dengan baik, terus uda mulai 'countdown' gitu. Tapi sekarang ngga, due to some reasons which I actually hate to remember. But then tell me, what do you do when the only person can stop you from crying is the one who makes you cry?
~V~
Labels: another day in Binus, bored, empty