S I X T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 16 years old, aren't i?
ONE When I was in elementary school, I liked IPS the least, which is a kind of eufimism because 'hate' is a strong word. ARGHH!!
TWO My first cellphone is Nokia 2100 (yay!) and now I don't even know where it is...poor little cellphone...
THREE I am sooooo in ♥ with Jason Mraz!
FOUR My favorite colour is pink (like you guys don't know yet..)
FIVE I've moved 4 times since I was born.
SIX I've been changing schools for 4 times too, since I first went to school.
SEVEN I used to believe with Santa Claus thingies x)
EIGHT I want to be an internist (or a pediatrics) after finishing university.
NINE The best movie I've ever watched so far is P.S. I Love You (thanks Adel, for recommending this one beautiful movie)
TEN Oh yeah, I LOVED lollipop, choco vanilla Chupa Chups to be precise. And when I say LOVED, I mean it.
ELEVEN On some points in my life, I missed school so bad. That's what you called IRONIC.
TWELVE Honestly, I don't know what else to write.
THIRTEEN I ALWAYS have problem with my hair. I don't know why, but I do ALWAYS feel like it bothers me!
FOURTEEN I wake up 5.40 every morning. Well, surely except Saturday and Sunday and any other lovely holiday.
FIFTEEN The worst holiday is Lebaran holiday because I can NOT go on vacation and I have to clean my house all by myself for about 2 weeks and that's BAD.
SIXTEEN Humm.. I envy my parents for their genius brain and secretly wonder why can't they inherited it to me (-.-)
i am free
11:27 AM - Saturday, January 31, 2009
And all I could think about was that time we stayed up all night talking. You didn’t say that I was wrong or stupid. You didn’t laugh at me when I confessed my wildest dreams. You just listened and it was then that I knew I wanted to be with you.
Lalallalala judul blog gue sama kea peem emil sekarang! Wakakakakak gue terilhami.. jiakakkakakk! Well anyway, sekarang gue libur! And you know what? For the first time within these entire high school years in Binus, I have no homework due Monday! Wakakakkakak lalalalala senangnya :D
Humm... senangnya senangnya! But hey, you know what? I feel this strange feeling inside! Gue kangen masa-masa dimana gue membutuhkan a wild Friday with my friends. Hahahhaahah... Yup yup yup. Yesterday a friend told me about a new upcoming move entitled Brides War and Benjamin Button. I know I wanna see that movie, and we all know we do! It's just that we don't feel like watching movies and all that.
Hahahahahah and what makes it weird is that we missed that feeling. Jiakakkakaka.
Bener juga ya. Kemaren ada quote yang bilaannggg katanya imagine what you want to see the least in your high school life or corridors, and imagine that you'll lose that all within some more months. And how do you feel? Not that good isn't it? Haaaahhh.. now I know!
Afterall what is this posting about ya? cih such a crazy talk!
Oh yea! Gue lupa! Udah seminggu gue lupa susulan chemistry quiz. Shit! I gotta ask for that soon on Monday! Lalalalallala not THAT I've got my free weekend huh? Hahahaha now that's life in Binus. They always got something to let you down. But will you ever let Binus to let you down? Cih! Get lost!
~V~
Labels: bored, crazy talk, weekend
another bulbooo 0_o
9:31 PM - Friday, January 30, 2009
> 1. Saat apa kamu merasa dunia begitu indah?
saat... ngga ada peer dan ulangan dari Binus (yeah!)
> 2. Sifat dari orang lain yang kamu ga suka?
stubborn daaannn sombong
> 3. Kamu suka ma seseorang?Cirinya?
sepertinya iya... and why the hell you wanna know??
> 4. Dia tau kamu suka?
TIDAAAAAAKKKKK!!!! <-- bacanya lebay
> 5. Pengen kerja jadi apa sekarang?
pediatrician
> 6. Iklan tv yg kamu suka?
Indosat yaaaanggg bapa2 tajir nikah sama ibu2 autis! Wakwakwakwak
> 7. Saran buat para pembohong?
idk. I HATE LIARS!
> 8. Kapan mamamu kelihatan paling cantik?
waktu nikahan om gue :P
> 9. Pernah makan belatung?
NAJIS!!! Why on earth should I????
> 10. Kamu tau ga, padi itu darimana?
dariiiii tanah?
> 11. Menurutmu aku cakep ga?
0_o huh????
> 12. Kok kejem banget Lu!
-___- huh??????? (I even added the question mark)
> 13. Orang yang ga punya fs menurutmu?
GOOD! Don't! Just do the same thing but on FB! (and add me) lalallala...
> 14. Apa yang selalu kamu bawa kalo pergi?
handphone, mp4 player, dompet
> 15. Pasangan hidup idamanmu sekarang siapa?
i. don't. know.
> 16. Menurut cew/cow yang cakep kaya apa?
ya yang bertampang cakep laaahhh -_- stupid question
> 17. Kamu lagi tdr?
IDIOT! Iya gue lagi tidur lalu ngigo ngisi bulbo! Ya Tuhan -__- autis sekali pertanyaan ini
> 18. Telpon trakir dari sapa?
Sopir jemputan gue
> 19. Pengen ngelakuin apa?
eat chocolate
> 20. Kata org sekitar, kebiasaanmu yg paling buruk apa?
p e m a l a s (which I actually do)
> 21. Hari apa yg paling km suka?
SABTU (It's holiday!!)
> 22. Lagu yg mengingatkanmu dgn seseorang?
All songs in my mp4 player. I even have a song for eeach person I know lol!
> 23. Hal yg paling membuatmu khawatir akhir2 ini?
The upcoming D day :'(
> 24. Dandanan km ke sekolah paling sering kayak gimana?
ga dandan...
> 25. Orang yg paling pengen km temui skrg?
him. again.
~V~
Labels: bored, FAQ, ngantuk, weekend
Love Story
9:27 PM
yea I found this random thing on my friend's note in FB, so I do the 'game' too since I have nothing to do.. Hahahhaah please read if you care! LOL! so how this thing work is that I turn on the shuffle mode on my music player and then write down the song titles for each question no matter how ridiculous it sounds like!
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Wordplay - Jason Mraz
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Love Song - Sara Bareilles (sooo true! hahha)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Naked as We Came - Iron and Wine (err...huh? the lyric you mean?)
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Material Girl - Hillary and Haylie D (-.- no i'm not LOL)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Butterfly - Jason Mraz (Not literally, tho)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie (???)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
A Place in This World - Taylor Swift
WHAT IS 2+2?
Bubble - Colbie Caillat (Bwakakkaak 2+2 = bubbles...love it!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Sorry, Blame It On Me - Akon (???)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Should've Said No - Taylor Swift (WAW! Soooooooo scarily true!)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Persahabatan - Omelette
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Kiss Me - Sixpence on the Ritcher (???)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Last Christmas - Taylor Swift (oh mayzz so sad)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Buang Rasa Itu - Omelette (I think I should do it now instead of later)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Fairytale - Sara Bareilles (God how come all crush-related questions are soo true?!)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Ada yang Hilang - Ipang (sial! maksudnya suka ngilangin barang?!)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Show Me the Money - Petey Pablo (gue ga matreee! anjrit maksa bet dah daritadi)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Take a Bow - Rihanna
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Unfaithful - Rihanna (See how that was so true?)
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Baloons and Champagne - Ephemera
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Labels or Love - Fergie (udah gue bilang daritadi gue ga sematre ituuuuu!!!)
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
What is It About Men - Amy Winehouse (cih men will not kill me EVER)
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Officially Missing You - Thalib Kweli ft Tamia
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Flightless Bird - Iron and Wine (hih sial!)
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Everything - Michael Buble (???)
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
The Potential Break Up Song - Aly and AJ
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
I Bruise Easiliy - Natasha Bedingfield
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Love Story - Taylor Swift (wakakkakaka sounds cheesy)
Labels: bored, FAQ, weekend
another day in Binus passed (YAY!)
11:18 PM - Thursday, January 29, 2009
Today, the line is...
Imagine the people you see everyday right now, the people you would least expect to not see tomorrow, in a year, college will come and with it new friends, and new experiences, the people you see everyday in the halls, your friends, and some of them, your best friends, will disappear from your life, each going their own ways, you'll see them once every ten years at some random reunion if that, these are the people u have grown up with, and friends with them or even if your not, there will come a time when many of them wont even cross your mind, the truth is, you'll see your best friends maybe once a year, because time goes by so fast and everyone is so busy. Enjoy today, and enjoy tomorrow, because these days come but once in our lives, be thankful for what u have and most of all, for who you have in your life because life’s plans for you may bring you away from these people, but no matter what anyone says, and no matter what time can do, your heart will always bring the best back, and your memories with them will forever hold a place in your heart.
Wah lately I've accomplished a new achievement! Lalalaalaa gue bisa bobo semakin malam! Wakakkakaakakk.. Ya for you guys who doesn't know me yet, I'm a type of sumone who is addicted to sleep and ALWAYS need some more time to sleep no matter whatsoever the circumstances will be. Wakakakkaak.. And all in all, I like love sleep more than anyone else does.. lallalala
Tapi as you know, lately Binus agak mengurangi homeworks yang mereka berikan dan mulai stick to the max-two-homeworks-AND-two-unit-tests rule, so yeah we can know get a life a lil bit more. Nah anehnya, gue malah bisa stay up much much much later daripada saat gue banyak tugas. Ya gue stay up bener-bener aidling aja ga tau mo ngapain. But it's fun you should try it early-sleepers Binusians! Bwakakkakaka...
Yea another day has passed and I'm getting closer to the D day I hate so much! Yaudah deh huff... Gue stick to my quote, "HIDUP ITU INDAH KECUALI DI BINUS" hahahhaha..
Lalallalaala ngapain yaaa... o ya! Bahkan gue hari ini masih agak bisa mengerjakan PHYSICS! Gila itu major achievement! Wakakak ternyata cuma tinggal terima rumus jauh lebih baik daripada mind how to get the formula itself which is actually none of our business (-.-)
Dan gue sekarang belajar Math looo adoh bangga banget gue bisa mengalahkan laziness ini! Hahahhahahaha yaudah ah ngantuk mo cari-cari apaan kek gitu buat pelipur lara.
Hahahahaha
~V~
Labels: another day in Binus, bored, ngantuk
hari yang aneh
10:47 PM - Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Wah ini bukan judul acara di TVOne.. jiakakkakakak.. Ngga tau gimana kenapa dan oleh siapa, hari ini adalah hari yang sangatlah aneh buat gue dan salah seorang teman gue. Mulai dari insiden pecahnya botol minum gue, berserakannya duku di kamar gue, lalu sms2 aneh, lalu ribut2 aneh, lalu turunnya mood secara bergantian, lalu gue BISA PHYSICS! Nah yang terakhir yang paling aneh mah! Bwakakkakakaka
Intinya hari ini sangatlah aneh buat gue, no matter what. Dan sekarang gue ngantuk banget tapi ngga menemukan a good reason to spend my not-all-that-precious time to sleep, jadi gue akan membahas sebuah quote *sok bijak*, then here you go:
Why is it we always fall for our best friends? Is it because we know we can trust them? Is it because we know them so well? Is it because of the way they know exactly what's going on in our heads? Or is it because they are there any day, anytime, anywhere without the promise of kisses, intimate touches or whispered sentiments of love? I think we love them because they are there when there is nothing in it for them except for that little glimmer of hope that maybe someday there will be.
Wow! That was just sooo... ryt. I'm just in the middle of my 'confuse' phase now and I really don't know what to do. God help me!
And one more thing that complete today's weirdness is that people in my school are lyk trying to distribute all those freaky music videos.. ROFL!
So check these out to see them!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f5low0NmAr0 <--- 'Spelling Bee' Band http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jspF20701vw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YU_nOtD7acQ <--- No Comment
And guys.. so sorry for watching those vids.. Bwakakakkaakakk
~V~
Labels: bored, hari yang aneh, ngantuk, video alay
ngantuk
11:32 PM - Tuesday, January 27, 2009
hoaaaammmmmm (sambil nguap beneran lho wkwkwkwk)
Baiklah.. jadi akhir-akhir ini gue merasa SEDIKIT bisa bernafas gara2 Binus yang (mungkin) AGAK berbaik hati SEDIKIT untuk mengurangi tugas-tugasnya. Hahahhaha gue ga percaya gitu Binus mau ngurangin tugas, cause most probably they're NOT! hahahahah
Tapi sekarang gue cuma ada tugas
- SP Physics
- Postponed lab report Chemistry
- Poster Chemistry
- Vocabulary Chemistry
untuk kira2... dua atau tiga weeks ke depan! YAY! Kalo lagi kea gini hidup itu indah yah! Wakakakkakak... Anyway gue abis sincia lho... Dan yeah capek banget. Gimana nggak? kerja gue cuma jawab 5 pertanyaan wajib dari semua oraaanggg. Pertanyaanya cuma:
- Wah sudah besar ya, umur berapa sekarang? (Ans. 15 tahun)
- Wah... ya ampun udah punya pacar belom? (Ans. belom)
- Oh sekolah dimana sekarang? (Ans. Binus)
- Mau kuliah dimana rencananya? (Ans. UI kalo masuk)
- Wah bagus tuh, jurusan apa? (Ans. kedokteran)
dan acara pun selesai. Bwaakakkakaak aneh-aneh aja ya orang tua jaman sekarang. Mudah-mudahan nanti gue kalo udah gede kaga seconventional itu ya, ahhahahaa. Oh iya omong-omong saya baru saja menemukan sebuaahhh... umm... writting yang dibuat oleh a girl about herself but it somehow managed to represent all girls in the world, or at least me. Hahahhaha, so here you go:
I am nowhere near perfect. I eat when I'm bored. I fall for boys easily. I'm vulnerable to believe lies. I hope that one day I won't need a fake smile. I live by quotes that exactly explain what I'm going through. I make up excuses for everything. I have best friends and enemies. I have drama and memories (and that's life). Live it, love it, learn from it.
Hell yeah guys! Hahahaaha bener banget!
At the moment gue lagi (entah kenapa) sangat menyenangi lagu-lagu yang uda lumayan lama. Sepertiiii All American Girl by Carrie Underwood, Because of You and Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson, Everything by Michael Buble, daaaannnn I'd Lie bye Tailor Swift. Oh! And If I Were a Boy by Beyonce. Yang ini sih masih baru ya, tapi still gue suka. Hahhaha mungkin bukan suka lagunya, but more to their music video. Gue tadi abis iseng buka youtube and I found those awesome videos and they made my image about that song pretty messed up in both good and bad way.. LOL!
Wah sudah malam.. Saya ingin bobo! Jiakakakkaka yaudah deh bye semua ^^
~V~
Labels: daily life, ngantuk
see you Bu Nurshinta ^_^
7:06 PM - Sunday, January 25, 2009
I'd like to dedicate this one full posting for my junior high principal, Ibu Nurshinta who passed away on Friday, 23 January 2009. She was not a good example for me, but she was a PERFECT one! Without her existance, I'm sure I'll be outta my way now and will be nothing. Nothing at all. So just THANK YOU :) I know I'll see you again in other life phase, so yeah. May God always be with you and may you Rest In Peace ^^
I regret it so much that I don't have a chance (yet) to show her how success I'll be in the future because of her. But, yeah... I guess she's still upthere, watching each one of us guys ^^
Here, I got a poem I found and modify it just a lil tiny bit.
~~xXx~~
by : Jenni Kalicharan
How do we say goodbye
To a principal, a mother, a friend?
To a woman who has stuck by us
Up to the very end.
A woman with a wealth of knowledge
And a heart so full of love;
One who gave so freely of herself,
With a soul as pure as a dove.
A woman who knew no boundaries
When it came to giving her time;
A permanent fixture in all our lives,
Whether at work or on a "lime".
How do we say thanks
To a woman with a heart of gold.
A woman who has helped us time and again,
As our trials and tribulations unfold.
To a woman who has never complained,
Even up to the very end.
Rest in Peace, our dearest Mrs. Nurshinta,
Our principal, our mother, our friend.
~~xXx~~
Labels: Ibu Nurshinta, junior high, passed away
chem.is.try is it? or not?
6:36 PM
ARGH!God, living a life as a Binusian is not all that easy as how I thought (-.-) I mean, srsly! Lyk Monday is a day off for sure, but on Tuesday I think I've got a whole bunch of Chemistry report and a pop quiz (which I should've taken on Tuesday but I was sick). In addition, idk how come, but my mind had sumkind of hallucination about chemistry unit test in the upcoming Tuesday, too! *sigh*
Cih! I know I flunk so badly at Chemistry but at least I tried and (again) I failed. So now what's the deal???? Crap. So frustrating.
O by the way, I found a book yesterday from my school's library and I've got a nice quote about school life :
SCHOOL. It's frustrating. It's boring. It's embarrasing. But it's also thought provoking, challengng, and full of possible friends. And until you turn 18, like it or not, it's just about your whole life. Sometimes it's overwhelming, but don't worry, IT'S LIKE THAT FOR EVERYONE.
Phew.. such a soul reliever (-.-)
And I am supposedly doing my chemistry report again now, but I'm not that sure if I can finish it or no. Sometimes I think, the biggest challenge of high school is not to beat a high score nor to beat our teachers (or even principals) heads. It challenged nothing but your own laziness... And I admit it ryt here n now, that it is so DAMN frustrating (-.-)
Labels: chemistry, frustrated, school
sakit.... argh!
4:18 PM - Thursday, January 22, 2009
Mood : Fragile
Listening to : Safe and Sound - Mercy Me
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Lalalalala so here I am, sick and tired. Adoh ini ngga tau kenapa tiba-tiba gue sakit. Padahal baru masuk sekolah for about a week and today I've got a Math unit test and a PE test (which I don't clearly remember actually :P). Yaaa terpaksa susulan. And my parents today are lyk so busy and are not at home now, so I think I need some distractions.
God I miss my school friends. Err and I think I supposedly at rest now so that later I can study for my Math unit test. Damn. And you know what guys? My head feels like its floating on the air... So everything I hear, everything I see, and everything I sniff (which is hardly happen due to my influenza) will just 'pass' my brain without giving it any chance to think of it. Lalalalala...
And I canged again my blog skin. Humm.. I'm bored and I need some rest. Bye all!
~V~
Labels: bored, holiday, sick
* i know i hate school. a lot. *
4:31 PM - Monday, January 12, 2009
Mood : tired. frustrated. *bahasa indonesia mode:on*
Listenign to : It's My Life and Simple Kind of Life by No Doubt
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Hai kawan-kawan semuwah. Hiks. Selama liburan yang hampir sebulan ini gue bener-bener nggak nyentuh itu yang namanya assignments and homeworks whichsoever that was. Hahahahah.... Awalnya sih gue merasa sangat kalem dan rilek (-.-) Tapi pas tanggal 10 Januari 2009 kemaren, a dearest friend of mine yang bernama Adela A Yohana merayakan sweet 17 nya dan ternyataaa Agnes dan Adel sudah menyelesaikan reportnya dengan baik! Dan juga BI script! Dan juga Bio ppt! Argh!
Jadinya, keesokan harinya saya 'berusaha' menyelesaikan report saya juga. Tapi pas gue mau ngerjain...
1. Gue malas membuka tutup pulpen dan akhirnya nggak bisa mengerjakan.
2. Gue akhirnya ganti pulpen jadi yang cetak-cetek tapi akhirnya gue males nulis judul. Jiakaka
Tapi walaupun demikian akhirnya gue mengerjakan report gue (beneran) setelah tertunda selama 8 jam! Hahahaha.. Malasnya sayah!
Nah, ditengah-tengah mengerjakan itu, pas jam 1 (subuh) gue ngeliat pm adit yang intinya bilang kalo NILAI R#EPOT KITA SUDAH KELUAR.. Huff.. akhirnya gue coba Log In di student Log In. Tapi nggak bisa. Nah, setelah gue ingat-ingat sih sepertinya gue pernah mengganti password gue a while ago. Tapi gue lupa. Gue klik forgot password, malah katanya dia lagi ada glitch (-.-). Tapi SPECIAL THANKS TO ADIT.. Yang memberitahukan gue mengenai Parents Log In, dan akhirnya gue bisa tau nilai gue. Dan Physics gue C+ Boooo (C for Crap). Lalu nilai laennya juga sampah. Jadi yaa.. It complicatedly sucks and I simply flunk at school. Hahahhaa bahkan ENVIE gue dapet C (-.-)
Yea tapi tadi gue datengin sir Baladjee untuk klarifikasi nilai dan horeeee semester project score gue naek dari 65 toooo.. sekitar 80 ^^.. Thanks a lot ya sir! Jadi nilai gue jadi B deh.. Hahaha. But still. B's for Bullshits.
Yaaaaaaahhhhh! Besok gue masuk sekolah deh. Kenapa sekolah mesti mulai?! Dulu waktu gue smp ya, ga pernah gue seneng sama libur! Gue kangen sekolah gue, esp guru-guru gue yang baek-baek banget! Tapi di sini.. I do really think that I need more more more and even more school's day off.
Walaupun temen-temen gue di sekolah laen udah memulai their journey to hell, tapi gue nga mau nyusul... Argh!
O iya... BTW ppl, I found this awesomeeeee site about 'I Hate School' gitu, and they even have a badge for that.. LOL.. Here's their quotation
"You have every right to hate school, because forced education sucks. There is nothing wrong with hating school, there is nothing wrong with hating being forced to go someplace you don't want to and being "taught" things that don't interest you in ways that would kill you if boredom were lethal."
Hahahha benar-benar web yang sangat membangun! Jiakakakkakak. Anyway here is their badge and link below it is the site url ^^ bye then
~V~
I Hate School, too.
* life.is.shit *
4:48 PM - Monday, January 5, 2009
Mood : Crappy
Listening to : Should've Said No by Tailor Swift
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Phew.. I woke up this morning with a happy feeling (even tho I'm tiyad) and all of a sudden something dragged me away from heaven to hell. And yes, mood gue terjun bebas! When I was in grade 9, I don't think that I'm a moody person and all. But again, I think BINUS broke everything up. EVERYTHING.
And anybody knows why did I put a mask on top there? Well, I think it's because we're all wearing a mask in dis world... And nobody knows what's behind it... Not even ourselves. Phew.. If nobody put mask on their damn face just as they do now, life wouldn't be as hard. At least, I do really think so.
*sigh*
Huff.. Just so that you know, I'm so damn tired with all of the mess this world creates. Why is everyone dying to be alive when all life could offer is just one big ZERO?? What's the sense of wishing for something when all of us could just wish it away??
And I just read this from my friend's pm on msn. It said
a man who wants to lead an orchestra ,have to turn his back against the crowd.
Life is beautiful, huh? No, Life is SHIT. And yes, shit does happen. Especially to me. Now I don't even know what I want.
I think I have to go. I need to go. This posting is soooo weird. And fuckin' creepy.. LOL
~V~
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