It's Not Like I ♥ You

control your poison babe, roses have thorns they say [Lady GaGa]

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THEY SAY LOVE IS JUST LIKE MAGIC. BUT MAGIC IS JUST AN ILLUSION RYT?

sing.that.song

A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU by David Archuleta

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're not here now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're not here now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.

me.myself.and.i

a little sneak peek about me :P

Hi, my name is Valencia but for short, you can call me Valen. Valen loves twilight saga, her fellow friends since kindergarten until high school, and her books. Valen is absolute fan of stephanie meyer, who by the way is gifted by an enormous power to create such a good story without makes me bored at all to read her novel which is about 500 pages thick. Valen currently studies in Binus High School and is in 11 grade. Valen won't tell you her class so if you don't know, too bad for you.

For Someone I'd Lie in Real Life :P
When one day you think
I hope you think my favorite song
The one we danced to all night long
The moon like a spotlight on the lake
When you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
Think of my head on your chest
And my old faded blue jeans
When one day you think
I hope you think of me

S I X T E E N
RANDOM FACTS

well, i am 16 years old, aren't i?

ONE When I was in elementary school, I liked IPS the least, which is a kind of eufimism because 'hate' is a strong word. ARGHH!!
TWO My first cellphone is Nokia 2100 (yay!) and now I don't even know where it is...poor little cellphone...
THREE I am sooooo in ♥ with Jason Mraz!
FOUR My favorite colour is pink (like you guys don't know yet..)
FIVE I've moved 4 times since I was born.
SIX I've been changing schools for 4 times too, since I first went to school.
SEVEN I used to believe with Santa Claus thingies x)
EIGHT I want to be an internist (or a pediatrics) after finishing university.
NINE The best movie I've ever watched so far is P.S. I Love You (thanks Adel, for recommending this one beautiful movie)
TEN Oh yeah, I LOVED lollipop, choco vanilla Chupa Chups to be precise. And when I say LOVED, I mean it.
ELEVEN On some points in my life, I missed school so bad. That's what you called IRONIC.
TWELVE Honestly, I don't know what else to write.
THIRTEEN I ALWAYS have problem with my hair. I don't know why, but I do ALWAYS feel like it bothers me!
FOURTEEN I wake up 5.40 every morning. Well, surely except Saturday and Sunday and any other lovely holiday.
FIFTEEN The worst holiday is Lebaran holiday because I can NOT go on vacation and I have to clean my house all by myself for about 2 weeks and that's BAD.
SIXTEEN Humm.. I envy my parents for their genius brain and secretly wonder why can't they inherited it to me (-.-)

ASS-ignments

dear my fellow teachers, come check THESE out..:'(
basically just stuff we, Serpong Binusian, need to do, like homework and projects.

1. BI : Field Trip Report (30/3)

So guys, do PRAY for me..! ^_^

* stress mode : on *

4:26 PM - Thursday, December 18, 2008

Mood : Pretty much better than yesterday, but still ... sucks

Listening to : Mimpi Terindah - TOFU <-- namanya tahu! X)

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Yep. Today, school was sooooooooooo torturing. I know some teachers were lyk 'missing' just as they did yesterday, but somehow I felt (feel, actually) soooo DAMN sleepy! I shouldn't had went home that late for yesterday's Christmas celebration anyway. Yesterday I went to a Christmas celebration and I got home at 12 am. Jadi kalo dihitung I just had my 4 and a half hour sleep which is not helping me at all to get through these horrible days ahead :(

I wanna give lyk a whole bunch of thanks forAgnes for giving me THAT MUCH chocolate :P which helped me a lot. Jadi terbukti bahwa coklat sangat membantu relieve stress yah! Pesen gue buat the 'thing', kalo lu ngga sadar ya udah lah. Yang rusak juga pribadi lu bukan gue :P toh research gue kemaren membuat gue ngga yakin that you're really one of my besties.

Ah gue stres. Banget. Banyak hal yang harus gue selesaikan tapi belom gue selesaikan karena gue males. Bahkan untuk rapat OSIS yang jelas-jelas sangat penting demi tercapainya acara Binus Cup aja gue ngga bisa attend! Gila ya saking otak gue uda penyok kali ya.. Selamat bagi orang-orang yang telah berhasil membuat otak gue jadi nggak normal begini! Huff... And I'm lyk wide awake enough to realize that during my (supposedly) holiday time and on my early semester days my homeworks will stack up real high!

Next month, precisely at January 13th, my report card akan dibagikan gitu. And honestly I don't feel any good with that! Bayangkan tanggal 13 T_T such a good choice of date.. Dan gue hanya akan pasrah pada Tuhan dan kebaikan para guru-guru untuk ngebenerin nilai-nilai gue yang hancur.. Hiks..

So I'm in the middle of reading Eclipse ryt now, yang emang sudah been delayed for a long long time ago dan since itu punya Chilao ^^ dan dia minta gue return her novel lyk tomorrow, so I better finish it quick! Sekarang I'm already in the middle page of the book, literally... So, wish me luck and endurance and strength (ceilah kea mau Triathlon) bwakakkakaka..

O iya hampir lupa.. besok we, 11 graders are having a private class party held by our dear class advisors (which is not supposedly so :P). Dan akhirnya kita mau makan2 barengan gitu deyyyy.. Ah senangnya. But I will be a LOT happier without that 'thing' around.

Okay I think I gotta go know since om gue minta di download-in latest version of iTunes so I better find it for him.. Bye all ^^

~V~

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