* sometimes love just ain't enough *
12:22 PM - Friday, December 26, 2008

Mood : woken up
Listening to : Sometime's Love Just Ain't Enough by Diana Krall
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I don't want to lose you
I don't want to use you
Just to have somebody by my side.
I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
Idon't want to be the one to cry.
That don't really matter to anyone anymore.
Like a fool I keep losing my place
I keep seeing you walk through that door.
(Chorus)
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people won't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, I did not deserve you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
(Chorus)
And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No
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Shit. I don't know but that song was just so ryt. It covers EXACTLY ALL I was about to say.. Oh. My. Gosh. I never know that a songwriter could be such a genius. And a psychic as well :P
It's just that, when you think love is enough for every single problem, then a question will start crossing your head. Does LOVE conquer it all? And yes, I found the answer. For some cases, like mine, NO. Love just CAN'T conquer it all.
P.S. There's absolutely a danger in loving somebody too much guys.. believe me!
~V~
* 1 Day Before Christmas *
2:15 PM - Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Mood : Not So Good...
Listening to : Nothing
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Yay! Tonight will be that joyful (or not?) Christmas Eve ^^
Guys gue nggak pernah ngerti kenapa FRIENDSTER a.k.a FS sekarang jadi busuk banget. Sampah. Lame. Nggak sehat! Jiakakkakak.. At least it's way not as good as FACEBOOK a.k.a FB
Huff.. anyway this one lil girl yang suddenly came out of nowhere mulai-mulai sok kenal gitu sama gue dan banyak anak2 Binus laennya. Yah okay sih asal nggak nyolot. Eh lama-lama nyolot banget mulai dari ngopas layout gue, layout agnes, sok-sok naro foto-foto kita di featured friends dia, ngata-ngatain gue via comment.. dan the worst of all was she took Agnes' pictures and put it as HER primary picture. WAW!! Mantap tu anak..
Yea you can do that tapi jangan ngata2in in the meantime yaaa... Kalo dikatain balik ngambeeekkkk... lil sl*t dasar.. :P bweee...
Yesterday night was my granpa's 78th birthday celebration so... my family arranged a surprise party for him. Cause I thought that was gonna be fine, I didn't take many parts of the arrangement, but I DO REGRET! My fam decided to eat dinner together at I-ta Suki at Pluit. I thought that was Japanese so I was lyk 'okay...' but what I didn't expect was that is a Thai restaurant. Nice! And fyi, I don't like ANY of Thai food. No offence, but it's just.. doesn't suit my taste :(
So, yesterday I went there upsetly, considering Pluit is a place where traffic is a common thing for sure, then my disastrous cousins, then all those spicy-sour-weird Thai food. But when I got there, my cousins were all behave (at least for the first one hour) and that's a good beginning. I ate tomyam *sigh* even I could barely swallowed it, it tasted not real bad though. So we finally went home after some 'accidents' were sucessfully done by my cousins. And I finally got home SAFELY after holding my stomach from throw-ups.
SO EVERYONE MAKE A MENTAL NOTE NOW!!
VALENCIA HATE THAI FOOD
Gaggagagagag! I love it! Pretending to be important.. gagaggaga... So, holiday is here and I feel bored... I'm sure I'll post again sometime today.. bye all..
~V~
* 2 days before Christmas *
10:56 AM - Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Mood : Weird
Listening to : 1234 (I Love You) by Plain White T's
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This is such an ordinary day, which is not supposedly so. Jadi intinya hari ini nggak ordinary karena hari ini ordinary. Bingung? SAMA. Gue juga bingung kenapa hari ini ngga ada satu hal spesial pun yang terjadi. Today is not an ordinary day because it is an ordinary day. Argh! Ngga tau deh dunia itu aneh.
Ah btw.. I got my radio back to my room like a week ago after its absence for like.... years. jadi waktu itu sebelum gue pindah ke sini, my room was like HUGE. Got it's own TV, vcd and dvd player, mini home theatre, computer, and playstations. God that was heaven. So, when my parents don't let my radio to b placed inside my room (so that it won't be really COMPLETE), that wasn't such a big deal. Tapi setelah gue pindah akhirnya they gave nothing to me but this computer. So finally they gave my radio back :(
But anyway, today I listened to Prambors dannnn... gue mendengar satu hal penting. DUNIA NGGAK BISA MENUNGGU. Damn! That was lyk... a wake up call for me. I can't spend my whole beautiful life waiting. Just go... That was a great sentence. And yes, dude, I can't wait for you no more!
Okay all... maybe I'll post some postings today but not after I do my house chores. *sigh* kenapa sih nyokap gue nggak pake pembokat ajaaaa........ ARGH! Such a disastrous life!
~V~
* 3 days before Christmas *
3:20 PM - Monday, December 22, 2008
Mood : Empty
Listening to : Happy Xmas by Celine Dion
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Nice. Three days before Christmas and I have no peace at all. AT ALL. I don't know where these damn feelings came from but as far as I could remember, this morning (oops.. afternoon) I woke up with all happy and joyful feelings. And then... yeah everythings changed.
Maybe I'm inside a deep hole of depression. Many things happened and came by to my mind that:
- I remember him (who shall remain nameless) and huff... THAT is a mistake.
- He is out of nowhere now having his joy and glory =='
- I got so paranoid about Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID).
- I forget to bring my Biology note home. So.... the report.... 0_0
Huff... What a tough life. I miss those moments where I was in kindergarten and all I could think of was only HAPPINESS.
I wanna say something for him (who shall remain nameless) ;
And so this is Christmas, I hope you have fun. You know I loveD you once back in a while, but you changed. And people changed. So... For this Christmas wish, I wish I can meet someone who is just as perfect as you used to be. Bye. Time to get REALLY move on.
God...
I
Really
Need
My
Christmas
Back
~V~
* i.m.u *
3:01 PM

Mood :Pinning after you
Listening to : Flightless bird by Iron & Wine
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My first posting for today, and yes I planned to post another posting just to separate my problems.. sigh.. Life is beautiful, or it isn't? You guys probably can't understand this just as everyone couldn't. So.. just skip to next posting :D
Where the hell are you?
I know this probably is a mistake for both of us.
But I thought I choosed to make this mistake with you.
When everything turned blurry and I need you to help, that's when I knew you won't come for us.
Just... Thank you for your existence so far...
~V~
* (almost) perfect *
2:45 PM - Friday, December 19, 2008

6 DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS.. YIPIIIEYYY!!
Mood : Ecstatic X)
Listening to : O come, all ye faithfull - Stacie Orrico
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Yea guys.. School's out! And today is 6 days before CHRISTMAS.. Horeeeee.... Cuakakkaakak... Anyway, today kelas science angkatan gue ngadain class party yang mestinya ngga ada (just as I posted yesterday). Tapi tadi akhirnya jadi juga.. Beginilah kronologisnya ^^
Kemaren after I posted, just right after I posted, gue baru chat ama Satya dan gue baru inget kalo today I'll have Math Quiz dan kemaren buku gue di sekolah. All. So yeah! *pasrah mode : on* And oh! I can't finish Eclipse dan akhirnya gue returned it to Chilao dan akan borrow it lagi next year :D Thanks banget ya Lao!
First period, adalah English yang biasanya sangat membosankan. Tapi tadi kita maen tebak judul movie through pictures drawn dan seru bangettt :D soalnya judul-judul yang kita pilih (dan ketebak) antara lain adalah : Mr. & Mrs. Smith, The Day After Tomorrow, Mrs. Congeniality, Tropic Thunder, Broke Back Mountain, Fun With Dick and Jane dan satu lagi lupa :P... Yang nggak sempet ditebak antara lain adalah: Zack and Miri Make a Porno, I Know Who Killed Me, Dumb and Dumber, Legally Blonde, gatau lagi.. hahhaha yea cukup menantang untuk digambar, hehehe..
Second Period was History. Nah ini, gue nggak tau gimana Sir Eman nggak dateng-dateng ke kelas gue dan beberapa menit kemudian we figured out that he was having a class party with 11B. Akhirnya jadi kita menghabiskan period History dengan bahagia makan coklat dari Andrea yang isinya cornflakes itu lowh, hahahahah. Chocolate lights my days :D lalu gue pindah ke kelasnya Agnes untuk ngobrol dan foto-foto.
Next period was Chinese dan gue liat anak-anak kelas gue masih ada di kelas 11E semuaaaa... jadi ya gue pikir ngga ada Chinese, so gue lanjutkan 'photo session' gue dan anak-anak kelas 11E. Tapi di tengah-tengah acara foto itu,
Valen : Nes lu period apa sekarang?
Agnes : Physics. Lah lu ngga balik len?
Valen : Oh. Ngga ah kelas gue aja masih pada di sini kan lagi Chinese.
Agnes : Tinggal lu, Hanjul, Edu, Emil yang ada di sini
Valen : *stunned*
And I was lyk 'err... what?'. But since gue tidak peka terhadap maraknya tindak kejahatan di Binus terutama para 'class ditcher', jadi gue lanjut deh, hehehe.. Humm that was fun and after that we had our recess.
Nah pas recess, gue ketemu banyak anak kelas gue dari auditorium 0_0 ternyata benar I ditched Chinese. Tapi yaaa okelah that was a total fun and it worth it :D
After recess was Math.. This period TOTALLY RUIN MY DAY!!! Fyi, kemaren gue blajar semaleman sampe jam 11.30 pm dan ternyata gue tetep ngga bisa ngerjain soal Math Quiz -___- Well gue bisa sih BISA, tapi nggak teliti banget jadi semuanya salah jawaban gueeee :'( So let's just skip this part or I'll need more chocolate guys, believe me!
Then after that was BI, dan kita mengganti tema drama kelas kita jadi Sleeping Beauty instead of Casino Royale yang well, susah.. hehhehhe.. Dan di situ gue tau dari Agnes bahwa ternyata fairytale EMANG nggak indah. And do you guys know that the original version of Cinderella (bukan Disney) mengisahkan bahwa saat kakak tiri Cinderella (yang nggak gendut-gendut amat kok sebenernya) memaksakan kakinya biar muat di sepatu kaca, dia sampe motong toes and heels dari kakinya! Gila banget! Berdarah-darah dan yeaaa cacat. Gila! Brutal banget itu cerita... And they will be blind in the end of the story. Dan katanya original version of Sleeping Beauty itu beda jauh banget sama yang Disney ceritakan.. Therefore, kelas gue akan re-tell the fairytale from the very original side :D Ditunggu ya bulan February nanti...
FYI, ini cerita cinderella yang katanya original (Jacob Grimm) and it's kindaaa... harsch...
http://www.fln.vcu.edu//grimm/cinderella.html
Lalu abis itu Religion dan believe me we ditched class again.. hahhahah.. Yang ini sih tadinya gue nggak berencana mau ditch lah ya ngga enak ama Sir nya. However tadi gue MALES banget ke 11E untuk religion. Akhirnya gue diem aja di kelas duduk manis since di kelas masih ada Hanjul JJ Fio Evan yang keanya emang ngga minat untuk ikut Religion period. Jadi ya gue nyantai aja :D Lalu tiba-tiba Jong masuk dan akhirnya gue dikasitau ngga ada Religion (what the hell??). Nah kita pelajaran bebas yang kita bikin sendiri. Nice! Hahahha.. Lalu gue menghabiskan period itu dan setengah lunch time untuk duduk dengerin Emil Edu JJ Mariska Brok maen gitar dan nyanyi-nyanyi. Mulai dari lagu The SIGIT (yang sumpah kreatif abis), lagu rohani, lagu Natal, lagu plesetannya JJ, Queen, Metallica, Led Zeppelin. Yep! Banyak yaaa... Lalu gue memilih untuk keluar dan ternyata ngga jadi karena Miss Tya nyuruh masuk kelas untuk give away chocolate bars and candys for us! O iya, Andrea juga dengan sangat murah hatinya bagi-bagi Ferrero Rocher chocolate ke anak-anak 11D! Yey! MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL...
Abis itu class party (yang sebenernya uda mulai dari tadi juga) yang sangat mengenyangkan. Kita makan pizza hut dan Idoem mendeklarasikan jadiannya Apridita (Dita) & Wahyu.. Wah selamat ya guys ^^
Wow.. a very very very very long posting! I think I gotta stop.. Hehehe.. But since holiday is here already I think I'll post often.. Bye all ^^
~V~
* stress mode : on *
4:26 PM - Thursday, December 18, 2008
Mood : Pretty much better than yesterday, but still ... sucks
Listening to : Mimpi Terindah - TOFU <-- namanya tahu! X)
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Yep. Today, school was sooooooooooo torturing. I know some teachers were lyk 'missing' just as they did yesterday, but somehow I felt (feel, actually) soooo DAMN sleepy! I shouldn't had went home that late for yesterday's Christmas celebration anyway. Yesterday I went to a Christmas celebration and I got home at 12 am. Jadi kalo dihitung I just had my 4 and a half hour sleep which is not helping me at all to get through these horrible days ahead :(
I wanna give lyk a whole bunch of thanks forAgnes for giving me THAT MUCH chocolate :P which helped me a lot. Jadi terbukti bahwa coklat sangat membantu relieve stress yah! Pesen gue buat the 'thing', kalo lu ngga sadar ya udah lah. Yang rusak juga pribadi lu bukan gue :P toh research gue kemaren membuat gue ngga yakin that you're really one of my besties.
Ah gue stres. Banget. Banyak hal yang harus gue selesaikan tapi belom gue selesaikan karena gue males. Bahkan untuk rapat OSIS yang jelas-jelas sangat penting demi tercapainya acara Binus Cup aja gue ngga bisa attend! Gila ya saking otak gue uda penyok kali ya.. Selamat bagi orang-orang yang telah berhasil membuat otak gue jadi nggak normal begini! Huff... And I'm lyk wide awake enough to realize that during my (supposedly) holiday time and on my early semester days my homeworks will stack up real high!
Next month, precisely at January 13th, my report card akan dibagikan gitu. And honestly I don't feel any good with that! Bayangkan tanggal 13 T_T such a good choice of date.. Dan gue hanya akan pasrah pada Tuhan dan kebaikan para guru-guru untuk ngebenerin nilai-nilai gue yang hancur.. Hiks..
So I'm in the middle of reading Eclipse ryt now, yang emang sudah been delayed for a long long time ago dan since itu punya Chilao ^^ dan dia minta gue return her novel lyk tomorrow, so I better finish it quick! Sekarang I'm already in the middle page of the book, literally... So, wish me luck and endurance and strength (ceilah kea mau Triathlon) bwakakkakaka..
O iya hampir lupa.. besok we, 11 graders are having a private class party held by our dear class advisors (which is not supposedly so :P). Dan akhirnya kita mau makan2 barengan gitu deyyyy.. Ah senangnya. But I will be a LOT happier without that 'thing' around.
Okay I think I gotta go know since om gue minta di download-in latest version of iTunes so I better find it for him.. Bye all ^^
~V~
* c.r.a.p *
5:15 PM - Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Mood : Never been more horrible 0_0
Listening to : ... nothing but suara jedang-jeding produced from new IM alert by MSN.. hahaha
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Gokilllllllllllll!!!!!!!! That crazy slutty biatch yaaaa.... Sumpah gue ngga tau maunya apaan dah tu anak (from now on let's call her 'thing'). That 'thing' tuh masi ngerasa kea innocent padahal JELAS-JELAS dia yang bersalah! Dan tadi gue exploded outta control since dia memberi gue tempation lyk 10 times more than I could ever think about and prepare for! Dan dia masih berasa INNOCENT! WAW! CONGRATZ YAAAAA....
Dan kalo lu baca dan sadar (yang nggak mungkin banget terjadi since muka lu lebi tebel dari tembok apapun), ya tolong NGACA! Gue ngga bisa forgive those many mistakes secepet gue menghabiskan pieces of chocolate cake and bars yang palingan dengan mood gue yang begini semenit juga abis! dan satu lagi... gue nggak tau gimana jalan pikiran lu sama sekali. Dan gue nggak menganggap SATUPUN dari semua yang lu bilang itu reasonable enough untuk dilakukan. Jadi tolong.. jangan bersikap seolah-olah gue nggak mau hal ini selesai. Gue MAU! Tapi kalo lu ditabok, sakitnya ngga bisa langsung ilang kan yaaa... I still can't even believe that you could do such mean thing to me.. to us! GILA LO! Pengen gue bilang depan muka lo : MENURUT LU? LU INNOCENT AS A LAMB, HUH???
Oh untuk koreksi lu aja sih ya.. ini gue kasih beberapa evaluasi dari gue :
- Ben Jonson: True friendship consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and value. Reality : You had NEVER value our friendship
- Blaise Pascal : Few friendships would survive if each one knew what his friend says of him behind his back. So then, THINK before you act, or shall I say, before you OPEN YOUR MOUTH
- Confucious : Silence is the true friend that never betrays. So, are you my friend?
- Samuel TC : Friendship is a sheltering tree. But I ALWAYS feel unsheltered if you're around. You're dangerous, remember?
AND THE MOST MPORTANT THING IS THIS :
- Oscar Wilde : enemies stab you in the back, and perhaps friends might - if they had to - stab you in the front rather than the back. Now, that made me have to place you on my enemy's slot then.. sorry..
Now, setelah semua jadi begini, semoga apa yang terjadi sama gue membuat gue lebih tough dan kuat dalam menghadapi semua. A girl has to meet some horrible 'friends' in order to be grateful for those perfect ones ryt? So guys, wish me bunches of luck to endure this week ya ^^ byee...
~V~
goddamnit! she's a real blabber...
8:27 PM - Monday, December 15, 2008

mood : don't bother asking... I NEED CHOCOLATE!
listening to : have yourself a merry little Christmas - Tony Bennet
waw.. just a few days ago I felt christmas-ish but it is so amazing how feelings started to change dramatically. Now let's start all those things again! so i've got this one little creepy creature (you should be afraid of it because it blabbers :P), who actually WAS so nice and all. But all of a sudden it turned out into something which is even scarier than a spider...yikes! *ran away of disgust* so if you guys wanna make friends with other people just prepare your guts and mental so you won't looked like a stupid coward in front of those smart people yaaaa... hahahahah :P
so now I know my exam result for Math and Physics already, and I FAILED.. Thanks a lot ya Mr. GAY ==' for your Math 'solution' during the moment a few days ago T_T
okay I'm real mad at that thing so... I think I really gotta stop typing or I'll do more swearing and trust me that isn't even healty at all! Lyk you guys gotta know that I could drank litreS of chocolate milk and barS of almond (or hazelnut) chocolate everytime I got mad.. *sigh*
so anyway thanks a lot for that coward blabber ho for ALMOST made me lost my self-control. Well I was kinda off guard that moment (well THOSE moments actually :P) and that creepy lil thig was just soooo.... i don't know what term would fit but yeah.. annoying would be such a compliment for her..
ARGH! I do really think I gotta go now and stop cursing.. Bye guys.. and sorry for the bad terms I used, I just can't help it..
~V~
twilight @ EX
11:42 AM - Sunday, December 7, 2008

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Those pics above are scenes which DAZZLED me the mossstttt
Mannnn... I'm soooo happy (not to the max though)... Tapi gila Twilight was a total refreshment for me yesterday and it did make me so "awww.."
Kemaren gue sama some of my friends jalan ke EX dan kita nonton Twilight di sana. Sebenernya sih filmya ngga terlalu bagus (blame the director). Tapi menurut gue sihhhh apapun, APAPUN yang ada Edward Cullen is worth 5,000,000 over 5 stars :P Jadilah kemaren gue senenggggg minta ampun.. OMFG! Itu KERENNNN BANGETTTT ^^
beginilah rute berjalan kita kemaren :
Pertama, masih jam 11 dan kita udah sampe di EX, secara kita mau nonton Twilight di Plaza Indonesia XXI (mengingat seat nya yang TOP). Namun ternyata belum buka. Kita pun bingung mao kemana untuk menunggu XXI buka. Tapi tiba-tiba si Andrew bilang belom sarapan, jadi yasudah kita semua menemani dia sarapan yang well... nyari tempat makannya sampe lumayan jauh.
Setelah mencari sekian lama sampailah kita di Beppu. Gue melihat ada Old Chang Kee di seberang Beppu.. jadi gue beli itu saja lalu order avocado juice berdua ama Agnes. Keshia makan miso soup sama minum ocha. Sementara Denny dan Andrew sumpah gue ga tau mereka makan apa tapi itu BANYAK BANGET. Pertama mereka makan apan gitu gatau tapi masing2 dapet semangkok, jadi mungkin ramen. Lalu mereka nambah sushi satu porsi berdua. Lalu pas kita uda mao balik ke XXI untuk antri tiket, mereka nambah lagi sashimi. Tapi yang satu ini gue juga coba satu. dan itu ENAK BANGET!!! Laen kali gue kesana MESTI makan itu... Gila!
Next kita balik lagi ke XXI dan begitu kita masuk.... Yang kita semua katakan cuma satu : "WAW!!" Karena di depan kita udah ada antrian sekitar 2-3 line gue lupa, yang panjangnya sekitar... 25-30 orangan di setiap line nya.. Akhirnya gue antri dan di depan gue gatau ada cewe yang lagi nonton Twilight di hpnya. Gue bingung dah, udah nonton kok nonton lagi.. Spoiler abis gitu :( Dan intinya karena antrian panjang terpaksa kita ambil yang jam selanjutnya demi mendapatkan seat yang oke.. dan itu masih sekitarrr 2 jam selanjutnya.
Akhirnya karena Agnes bilang dia laper (dan sekalian nunggu jam 14.30), kita semua jalan ke Grand Indonesia untuk cari makan di Food Louver nya.. Lalu tiba-tiba di tengah jalan Keshia mau cari sepatu buat Binus (yang sebenernya aga ngga masuk akal.. masa cari sepatu seperti requirements Binus di GI 0_0).. Tapi berhubung kaki gue gatau kenapa sakit banget, jadi gue, Andrew, Denny pisah dari Agnes Keshia dan jalan2 tanpa tujuan sampe akhirnya berlabuh di Planet Sport. Sampe di Planet Sport ketemu juga ama Keshia Agnes T_T.. Bwakakkakakkak
Lalu abis itu kita beneran makan. Gue ama Agnes makan nasi hainam campur, Keshia makan spaghetti dan pizza kering, Andrew cuma juice sirsak, dan Denny gue lupa kalo ga salah ga makan apa2. Lalu kita tertawa tiwi sampe tiba-tiba nyadar udah jam 14.00.. Akhirnya kita buru2 balik ke GI dan nelpon Adel Kevin. Fyi, sepanjang perjalanan Adel ama Kevin misah gitu dari kita.. hahhahah..
Sampe di XXi lagi, gue udah sakit perut gitu abis makan langsung jalan cepet. Yaudah kita langsung masuk ke studio 3 dan menyaksikan keindahan Edward Cullen (bukan Twilight). Soalnya filmnya jelek gara-gara directornyaaa! Tapi tetep. No one can ever beat Edward Cullen's gorgeous appearance. Gue bilang appearance soalnya mulai dari rambut ampe kaki semuanya emang gorgeous... aaaaaaaaaa...
Lalu akhirnya kita ke GI lagi buat anterin Kevin makan, lalu kita ngobrol2 bentar lalu pulang. Wah gilaaa.. jadi rutenya; EX-PI-GI-PI-EX-PI-GI mantap yaaaa...
Pulang sampe di rumah gue langsung tidur tanpa ingat apa2 lagi.. hahahahah.. udah ah capek.. bye all
~V~
Mr. H is a total loserrrr
3:47 PM - Thursday, December 4, 2008

mood :
freakin mad
listening to :
how could an angel break my heart by toni braxton <--- that is the OST of Phantom of the Opera movie (2004) which will be my next must-watched movie.. :P
Today is definitely the worst most-sial day of the week!!
Gimana tidak... tadi gue ada 'kecelakaan' sama proctor who 'assisted' our class for math semester exam. Begini kira-kira ceritanya...
Proctor : *membagikan kertas burem*
Valen : Ah, daripada iseng mending gue tulis ke 47 rumus yang gue hafalkan..
Proctor : *nggak ngomong apa-apa*
Valen : *corat-coret rumus sampe sehalaman penuh*
Proctor : *datang tiba-tiba dengan nyolotnya* Hey, what do you think you are doing?
Valen : *tampang innocent* I'm writting my formulas, why?
Proctor : *jebreeettttt.... mengambil kertas rumus gue dengan asiknya* You are not allowed to do so until I instruct you to do so
Valen : *syok, kesel banget* Why? I'm not answering anything.. 0_0
Proctor : Yea, I know.. But you can not start until I tell you to do so.
WHO THE HELL HE THOUGHT HE IS?? AND BY THE WAY, YOU CAN NOT DO THAT TO ME AT WHATSOEVER CIRCUMSTANCES AND CONDITIONS YA OMMMMMM!!!!!
I mean, It's not like I didnt know the rules of semester exam. I DO KNOW that we cannot OPEN THE EXAMINATION PAPER until he istructs me to do so... But I didn't open anything! I was just WRITTING MY FORMULAS.. And the examination paper, that was still on HIS HANDS instead of mine. Hello, you idiot, are you listening??!! Since when is the rule changed into YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO START WRITTING ANYTHING BEFORE YOU ARE INSTRUCTED TO DO SO BY THE PROCTOR EVEN THE CLOCK IS ALREADY MOVED AWAY FROM 7.30 AM????
That guy, is really sick. Argh! I'm glad I don't have m*s*c on my schedule. And even IF I have, I want Mr. Awan to teach me instead of him, you loser.. T_T
G2G now... Can't write anything.. To mad to write...
~V~
dan ke'unik'an chemistry term 1 terulang (at physics)
4:43 PM - Wednesday, December 3, 2008
gilaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!.. That was all I about to say..
SUMPAH GUE NYESEL GUE NGGAK NONTON TWILIGHT KEMAREN DAN GUE MALAH LEHA-LEHA DI RUMAH
Jadi gini ceritanya, yesterday I was sleepy soooooo damn badly, so I was overslept (again) and when I woke up I was really in the mood.. for playing.. Tumben banget gue nggak niat belajar, especially when physics is around. Tapi yaaa begitulah hidup, godaan selalu ada.. bwakakaakaakk and yesterday I really did IDLE instead of studying physics. Dan untuk itu gue menyesal. Daripada gue di rumah 'idling' mendingan gue ke mana gitu nonton TWILIGHT premiere 0_0 Sumpah such a waste of time.
Then, the next thing I realized was that it was like 6 or 7 pm already then gue masih belum nyentuh that big thick black awesome physics text book. Dimana itu menjadi sumber masalah setelah gue tau bahwa ulangan physics adalah test pertama pada hari itu.. OMFG!
Keesokan harinya... gue baru belajar saat di jemputan and it almost made me throw up. Sampe di sekolah belajar sebisanya dannn here the disaster came..
Proctor : Okay you may start doing your test
Ryan yang bukan bacek : *sambil buka-buka soal* Anjrit.. anjrit...
(beberapa saat kemudian)
Ryan yang bukan bacek : *sambil buka-buka soal* Anjrit.. anjrit...
Valen : *diem sambil mengamati perubahan ekspresi anak-anak, belom buka soal*
Valen : *membuka soal* Jeng...jeng...jeng...jeng...
Valen : *membaca nomer satu MCQ, sambil ngomong dalem ati* Errr, soalnya susah yah... yang laen dulu ah
Ryan yang bukan bacek : *sambil buka-buka soal* Gila ini soal dewa semuaaa..
Valen : *membaca nomer dua MCQ, sambil ngomong dalem ati* Errr, soalnya susah yah... yang laen dulu ah.. Lagian Ryan aja kesusahannn apalagi gue.. si dumb-headed for physics??
Akhirnya gue sadar setelah sampe nomer 10 an, gue cuma bisa ngerjain about 1-3 problems. Lalu gue lanjutkan..
Valen : *membolak-balik halaman ujian dengan paniknya* "Gila! ini soal kea sampah banyak bangettt"
dan begitulah seterusnya hingga tiba-tiba...
Proctor : For you who finish already, may submit the paper here, and you may leave this room.
Valen : *berkata dalam hati* Jangankan finish, jawab seperempatnya aja belommm...
lalu gue tersadar untuk coba menghitung nilai minimal gue, yaitu dengan cara menjumlahkan semua skor yang gue yakin pasti bener, lalu dibagi 8.5 since the total mark was 85.
lalu...JRENG...JRENG...JRENG...JRENG... my score wasssss 2.3
Hell yeah! Now you tell me what kind of score that was! Akhirnya gue (dengan putus asanya) mengerjakan lagi hingga the proctor said the time is up and all I can say was.. Crap.
Yeah so gue sue-in ajalah itu physics. Anggep buang siallll bwakakkakakakakakak...
Yaudahlah abis itu gue history, which I am sure that 85% angkatan gue berhasil mengerjakan dengan sangat lancarnya berkat 'bantuan-bantuan' yang beredar... Well, kecuali Agnes sih.. Ada 'insiden' gitu yang menimpa 'bantuan' nya.. Dan gue dijaga Lao Shi Sandy yang gue heran kenapa baru masuk sekarang dan bukannya tadi pas physis T_T
Lalu hari ini ada pengumuman score biology and chemistry, yang (tumben banget) cepet keluar result nya... Cuakakkakakakak... Berhubung gue sih udah tau kemaren pas Miss Tya chat sama gue dan ngasih tau nilai gue and some of my classmates. Chemistry juga tumban banget cepet beres ngoreksinya.. :D Guess it's another reason not to show up during Sabbatical Week, then.. LOOLLLL... Result gue (yang sangat gue syukuriiiiii banget, thanks Jesus) :
Chemistry : 80
Biology : 82.3
I know that was farrrrrr from satisfying but since there' s nothing left for me to do to change the score, so yeah. Rencananya adalahhhh this Friday maybe I'll just stay at home, tuck myself under my wool blanket, with the AC on, online for hours, and watching TV (activity which Serpong Binusian can rarely do).
And guys, I srsly can't wait for Saturday. Miss Tya told me that Twilight was damn awesome and that wasssss.......... tempting 0_0
So, this Saturday gue sama temen-temen gue bakalan bales dendam dan gue akan nonton Twilight movie and believe it or not we even plan where we're gonna watch it. Biasa tuh kan mau nonton ya udah sih nonton aja. Tapi kali ini, nggak bisa. Kita merencanakan dengan detail mau nonton dimana lalu ngapain.. bla... bla... bla.. dan itu semua kreana hari itu could be the last day we can spend to getaway from the whole mind-disturbing exams we just had. Dan resultnya adalah, kita nonton di ... errr... gue lupa hahhaahhah.. :P tapi intinya gue akan berpindah tempat setelah nonton untuk jalan... Maaf I'll post another time for the result..
Inget ga guys, beberapa bulan yang lalu, waktu term test 1, saat-saat seperti ini juga...?Kita lagi demen-demennya nge-blog dan semua tulisan hari itu adalah tentang kita yang totally flunk at chemistry term test 1. Bwakakakkakakakakak... Kata orang kalo kenangan buruk uda lewat terus diinget lagi jadi kenangan manis. Kok menurut gue tetep jelek gitu ya?? Bwakakakakaakkaak...
Anyway gue akan mulai belajar math at 6.30 sooo really guys <--- remember who usually say that 11c people?? guys DO pray for meeeee :'( Especially for the scores and for the willingness to study MATH! Argh!
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