It's Not Like I ♥ You

control your poison babe, roses have thorns they say [Lady GaGa]

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THEY SAY LOVE IS JUST LIKE MAGIC. BUT MAGIC IS JUST AN ILLUSION RYT?

sing.that.song

A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU by David Archuleta

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're not here now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're not here now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.

me.myself.and.i

a little sneak peek about me :P

Hi, my name is Valencia but for short, you can call me Valen. Valen loves twilight saga, her fellow friends since kindergarten until high school, and her books. Valen is absolute fan of stephanie meyer, who by the way is gifted by an enormous power to create such a good story without makes me bored at all to read her novel which is about 500 pages thick. Valen currently studies in Binus High School and is in 11 grade. Valen won't tell you her class so if you don't know, too bad for you.

For Someone I'd Lie in Real Life :P
When one day you think
I hope you think my favorite song
The one we danced to all night long
The moon like a spotlight on the lake
When you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
Think of my head on your chest
And my old faded blue jeans
When one day you think
I hope you think of me

S I X T E E N
RANDOM FACTS

well, i am 16 years old, aren't i?

ONE When I was in elementary school, I liked IPS the least, which is a kind of eufimism because 'hate' is a strong word. ARGHH!!
TWO My first cellphone is Nokia 2100 (yay!) and now I don't even know where it is...poor little cellphone...
THREE I am sooooo in ♥ with Jason Mraz!
FOUR My favorite colour is pink (like you guys don't know yet..)
FIVE I've moved 4 times since I was born.
SIX I've been changing schools for 4 times too, since I first went to school.
SEVEN I used to believe with Santa Claus thingies x)
EIGHT I want to be an internist (or a pediatrics) after finishing university.
NINE The best movie I've ever watched so far is P.S. I Love You (thanks Adel, for recommending this one beautiful movie)
TEN Oh yeah, I LOVED lollipop, choco vanilla Chupa Chups to be precise. And when I say LOVED, I mean it.
ELEVEN On some points in my life, I missed school so bad. That's what you called IRONIC.
TWELVE Honestly, I don't know what else to write.
THIRTEEN I ALWAYS have problem with my hair. I don't know why, but I do ALWAYS feel like it bothers me!
FOURTEEN I wake up 5.40 every morning. Well, surely except Saturday and Sunday and any other lovely holiday.
FIFTEEN The worst holiday is Lebaran holiday because I can NOT go on vacation and I have to clean my house all by myself for about 2 weeks and that's BAD.
SIXTEEN Humm.. I envy my parents for their genius brain and secretly wonder why can't they inherited it to me (-.-)

ASS-ignments

dear my fellow teachers, come check THESE out..:'(
basically just stuff we, Serpong Binusian, need to do, like homework and projects.

1. BI : Field Trip Report (30/3)

So guys, do PRAY for me..! ^_^

so utterly mad....

4:09 PM - Thursday, November 13, 2008

Okay guys today i am sooooo mad... even until this moment. So, please if you can't stand my condition now, DON't scroll your mouse down!!

I am sooo mad. I can't tell you why cause (again) it's too personal. But here, a song lyric to visualize my condition.. Btw, thanks to my dear friend who recommended this song for me ^^

Broken Vow--with some changes--

Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

I let you go
I let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time

I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to love than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes

I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end

I let you go
I let you fly
Now that I know I'm asking why
I let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Yeah, soo...

That moment.. Why did you have to lie? And EVEN IF you really can't say the truth, why should that slutty word came out in the first place? Do you honestly expect me to believe that you guys are BOTH innocent? You know what, you're way a jerk!!

As far as I concerned, she can't ever see the way you want her.. And so do you. You can never see me wanting you the way you want her, you idiot!!

Anyway, you are free to leave now.. But please.. please.. before you go, tell me this: Is it worth it? Is she ever gonna worth it? If so then.. I'll choose what's best for you.. BOTH of you guys.. Cause you once taught me how to love, but then you forgot to teach me how to move on..

BYE!!

~V~

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