sing.that.song
A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU
by David Archuleta
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're
not here now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're
not here now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, ooh.
S I X T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 16 years old, aren't i?
ONE When I was in elementary school, I liked IPS the least, which is a kind of eufimism because 'hate' is a strong word. ARGHH!!
TWO My first cellphone is Nokia 2100 (yay!) and now I don't even know where it is...poor little cellphone...
THREE I am sooooo in ♥ with Jason Mraz!
FOUR My favorite colour is pink (like you guys don't know yet..)
FIVE I've moved 4 times since I was born.
SIX I've been changing schools for 4 times too, since I first went to school.
SEVEN I used to believe with Santa Claus thingies x)
EIGHT I want to be an internist (or a pediatrics) after finishing university.
NINE The best movie I've ever watched so far is P.S. I Love You (thanks Adel, for recommending this one beautiful movie)
TEN Oh yeah, I LOVED lollipop, choco vanilla Chupa Chups to be precise. And when I say LOVED, I mean it.
ELEVEN On some points in my life, I missed school so bad. That's what you called IRONIC.
TWELVE Honestly, I don't know what else to write.
THIRTEEN I ALWAYS have problem with my hair. I don't know why, but I do ALWAYS feel like it bothers me!
FOURTEEN I wake up 5.40 every morning. Well, surely except Saturday and Sunday and any other lovely holiday.
FIFTEEN The worst holiday is Lebaran holiday because I can NOT go on vacation and I have to clean my house all by myself for about 2 weeks and that's BAD.
SIXTEEN Humm.. I envy my parents for their genius brain and secretly wonder why can't they inherited it to me (-.-)
Antara Mc.D, Andrea, Sembilan, Enam, dan UNO
5:52 PM - Sunday, November 30, 2008
BEWARE!! THIS ONE IS GONNA BE A SUPER LONG ENTRY!!
Guys.. well it's been a very very very long time since the last posting. But again. don't blame me for everything i've done because i got lyk 6 homeworks to do everyday so... yeahh.. blame Binus guys.. cuakakakkaakak..
Jadi tomorrow will be Binus Serpong's semester exam, so harusnya gue full-time belajar Bio and English. Tapi kemaren pas hari Jumat bener-bener seru gitu, dan gue nggak tau kenapa segala hal yang kocak di kalangan anak Binus harus terjadi di Mc. Dee .. Nyahhahhaah
Kemaren pas hari Jumat gue udah bete abis:
Jadwal make up TOEFL test dimajuin, dan untuk itu gue jadi gatau mau pulang ama siapa since jemputan gue udah gue suruh dateng sore..
Abis test TOEFL ga boleh pulang dulu, disuruh ngecek jawaban 4 orang laennya :(
Lalu, performance task preaching gue diundur jadi pas pulang sekolah dan tabrakan sama jadwal TOEFL..
Tapi gue sangat beruntung karena akhirnya jemputan gue masih menunggu gue dengan baiknya.. lalu terjadilah percakapan,
Gue : Ndrea, Alim, Mike.. Kok belom pulang??
Andrea : Iya nih mau ke SMS tapi ngga ada yang nganter, ikut yu Len?
Gue : Kalo ada yang ngater sih gue ikut deh
Andrea : Emang rumah lo di mana?
Gue : Di deket Mc. Dee
Andrea : ooo.. Eh apa kita ke Mc.D aja ya? Mobil lu bisa dipake kaga?
Gue : Kalo ke Mc.D sih bisa lah
Andrea : Oke, sebentar gue urus...
sibuk beberapa saat dan akhirnya diputuskan kita ke Mc.D pake jemputan gue dan dianterin balik pake mobil tantenya Andrea nanti
Setibanya di Mc.D kita makan gitu dan akhirnya kerusuhan pun dimulai
Alim : Ah enaknya ngapain ya?
Mike : Maen UNO aja mau ga? Gue bawa nih..
Alim dan Gue : Ah, kenapa ngga bilang daritadi???
akhirnya permainan UNO pun dimulai walaupun gue uda aga lupa cara maennya (ingetnya capsa2 gitu cuakakkakak) tiba-tiba di tengah-tengah permainan...
Gue : Andrea lu lama banget sih jalannya, ngapain??
Alim : Tau nih..
Andrea : ... humm bentar-bentar (membolak balik kartu 6 UNO)
Gue, Alim, Mike : BWAKAKKAKAKAKKAKAKAKKAKAAK
Alim : Lu ngga bisa bedain mana 6 mana 9, Ndre? Mau lu bolak balik jadinya ya tetep aja 6 nggak sembilan... Bwakakkakakakkakakakakak
Dan Andre mengulangi kesalahan membaca 6 dan 9 itu berkali-kali.. nggak cuma sekali... Dan puncaknya...
Gue : Ayo Ndre, cepetan jalan.. lama amat sih jalannya.. Cuakakkakakak
Andrea : Heh..! Sabar nih.. Orang gue menang kok... Yay!! Gue menang ...
Alim : Errr.. Ndre.. Itu ENAM bukan SEMBILAN. Jadi lu mesti ngambil kartu, nggak menang.
Gue, Mike : BWAKAKKAKAAKKAKAKAKKAKAKAK
Sebenernya banyak kesalahan-kesalahan maen UNO yang aib banget hari itu, tapi yaaa paling dominan yang ini.. masa 6 ama 9 aja kaga bisa bedain dan itu terjadi BERKALI-KALI T_T
Yah begitulah.. Jadi hari itu kita bener-bener maen UNO kaya orang ga kenal UNO sama sekali. Gue juga bingung bisa ampe begitu. Well, kecuali Alim sih... Dia ga membuat satu kesalahan pun selama bermain UNO..
Akhirnya gue pulang pake mobil Mike, soalnya dijemput duluan.. Cuakakkakakaakak.. Andrea sabar ya.. Setiap gue liat angka 6 sama 9 gue pasti inget sama lo. BWAKAKAKKKAAKAKAK
Oke, hari ini gue abis liat-liat video youtube dan OMFG! Banyak banget little kids who could sing! And play instruments! Awesomely! Ini gue kasih linknya kalo lu semua ngga percaya..
VISIT THESE LINKS!!
GABI WILSON - IF I AIN'T GOT YOU (10 years old).. Awesome voice. And piano playing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jL-aHgE5KPI
EVA - REALIZE (8 years old).. Perfect. Even better that Colbie Caillat herself
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJZnLhW-Ah4
CONNIE TALBOT - SOME WHERE OVER THE RAINBOW(6 years old).. I cried on this one. Very innocent. Touching. An angel.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2cnRXmMn2Ag
JANE CHANG - DON'T CRY FOR ME ARGENTINA.. Not a kid no more, but still. PERFECT!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMYFqhXIW1o
JANE CHANG - I STILL BELIEVE.. Mariah Carey.. Beware of this gorgeous girl, Miss..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SznYemVBb_Y
CAN YOU PEOPLE DANCE THIS WELL?? (> 10 years old girls dancing)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxwF79sDEPU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dYQ9zUlL21E
3 YEARS OLD VIOLINIST???.. Man.. she looks.. happy! So small violin.. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrvK75jGdjE
TAYLOR SWIFT - TAKE A BOW.. Not a kid, but sings alot better than Rihanna :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CC-vENKF0hg
shopping frenzy....!!!
11:00 PM - Saturday, November 15, 2008
Guys, today I got soooo srsly overwhelmed. I've got 7 homeworks to be finished during weekend, and that is EXCUSED because my teachers were having an outing session outta nowhere.. T_T.. Life is NOT fair, deal with it!!
So, dari 7 homeworks yang diberikan pada kami, 4 diantaranya adalah lab report. I mean, isn't that nuts?? Omygod, that is so frustrating ryt?
In addition, my mother is having her Birthday on November 16, so we all gonna have a party in andung (or Puncak) at that day. What happen to my reportsss?? DON'T KNOW!! Akhirnya setelah perjuangan yang alot gue menyetujui bahwa hari Minggu dan Senin akan di excuse untuk pergi jalan2 sementara hari ini (sabtu) gue akan mati-matian mengerjakan itu report. Good deal ryt? Tapi tiba-tiba my parents came and then berkata : "Len, mari kita jalan2 ke Bogor, kita shopping."
Gila... gue ga tahan lagi. Masa sih gue mau di rumah kea manusia bloon sendirian??? Akhirnya sampe sekarang abru ada satu lab report yang selesai dan satu lab report yang baru sampe introduction. Sisanya bawa ke Bandung. Bakalan sempet ngerjain apa kagaaaa.... yaaaa... we'll see..
Bye Now!
~V~
so utterly mad....
4:09 PM - Thursday, November 13, 2008
Okay guys today i am sooooo mad... even until this moment. So, please if you can't stand my condition now, DON't scroll your mouse down!!
I am sooo mad. I can't tell you why cause (again) it's too personal. But here, a song lyric to visualize my condition.. Btw, thanks to my dear friend who recommended this song for me ^^
Broken Vow--with some changes--
Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end
Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own
I let you go
I let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time
I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to love than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end
I let you go
I let you fly
Now that I know I'm asking why
I let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Yeah, soo...
That moment.. Why did you have to lie? And EVEN IF you really can't say the truth, why should that slutty word came out in the first place? Do you honestly expect me to believe that you guys are BOTH innocent? You know what, you're way a jerk!!
As far as I concerned, she can't ever see the way you want her.. And so do you. You can never see me wanting you the way you want her, you idiot!!
Anyway, you are free to leave now.. But please.. please.. before you go, tell me this: Is it worth it? Is she ever gonna worth it? If so then.. I'll choose what's best for you.. BOTH of you guys.. Cause you once taught me how to love, but then you forgot to teach me how to move on..
BYE!!
~V~
midnight sun is now nowhere in sight !!!!
11:04 AM - Sunday, November 9, 2008
Okay. I was shocked. I AM shocked. Begitu banyak hal-hal yang membuat gue depressed akhir-akhir ini. I'll tell you guys, here we go...
Yesterday, last night practically.. Gue ditinggal sendirian di rumah for approximately 6 hours or even more. It's not as bad considering I've got a load of stuff to do to help me escape from the perfect boredom of this whole world (oke gue lebay T_T).
But what I didn't expect wassss... A BLACK OUT!!
Sumpah sial banget, persis 10 minutes after my parents drove out of my garage there was a sudden black out. Argh! Sumpah itu ngeselin banget. Untung I wasn't in the midle of sumthin. Kalo nggak udah pasti ilang itu kerjaan (-.-)
Gue pikir itu cuma mati lampu biasa yang dari PLN gitu kan, yaudah gue tungguin aja sampe lampu menyala. Berhubung that was still about 4.30 pm or so, masih belum begitu perlu lampu. Jadi gue mandi sekitar 1 hour dan pas gue keluar udah agak gelap dan gue mulai panik.
Hujan turun dan lama-lama ujannya makin gede plus ada geledek2 yang jujur saja gue takut...
Gelap. No light at all. Akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk mulai menyalakan emergency lamp. Gue liat keluar di rumah tetangga-tetangga gue ternyata terang. Berarti.. Ini bukan dari PLN melainkan karena koslet or sumthin refers to dat lah ya. Nah justru di sanalah terletak the core of all problems.
I have exactly no idea how to fix that kind of stuff (-.-)
Biasa ada mbak gue, dan sekarang she's not around to help.. AAAAAA..
Okay so I wait my parents till they're all home and the first thing they did was just fixing some switch sumwhere and the elctricity came back. Just that way.. WAS THAT THE BEST THING YOU COULD DO TO APPRECIATE MY WHOLE WAITING???? I know I was supposedly happy, but THAT easy? THAT instant? C'mon... T_T Fyi only, gue sudah menghabiskan 3 emergency lamp untuk menunggu mereka pulang.. Supah.. terbayang kan berapa lama I have to endure against the blackest moment of my life... :'(
And that's not all. Today, when I could finally get back to this glorious internet-based century, gue menemukan sebuah fakta that Stephenie Meyer is not going to release her Midnight Sun book because there were leaks about her books. Has she lost her mind??? I'm not saying that I read the leaks, but EVEN IF I read that already I'll still read her book.
For whatever's sake Stephenie.. Release that booookkkkk.... Fyi for you guys who doesn't know midnight sun, that is the exact same stories, plot, characters as Twilight but it is gonna be from Edward's point of views.. T_T
Aaaaaa... I think I have to get back to my Biology Essay... Bye now...
~V~
new layout teman-teman... ^^
5:19 PM - Thursday, November 6, 2008
So after doing this and that lately, now I can (finally) stuck my nose upon New Moon again.. Nyahahhaah senangnya gueeee (^_^) but not before I updated my blog few days ago and that was including layout update. In the beginning I thought that was gonna be fun. Change dis, change dat, ed dis, ed dat.. But srsly dat wasn't just bout dat afterall :( So lately I was busy workin stuff out and finally dis thing appear... Nyahahah
Bout the lesson at school, we could finally get some air and that was like a (semi)total break for almost all of us. Lyk, there won't be any 'semester' project at all for us ahead. Hahhahaah
I'll soon post again but now I really gotta finish my Biology essay bout Abstinence and I have to study for my Math quiz tomorrow. Also, prepare my History test tomorrow. Now, THAT what Serpong Binusian called break. Have you ever wonder how the word 'disaster' would mean in our vocab? Hahahahas.. Gotta go!
~V~
fresh air (finally)
4:28 PM - Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Haloooooo...
Gila gue abis depresi gila-gilaan nih. Soalnya nilai-nilai gue (as what my teachers had just said) menurun drastis abis gitu. Oke, kalo ada yang ngga percaya (walaupun gue yakin semua bakal percaya) silakan liat my scores recently nih yaaaa..
Math: 67
Bio: Katanya sih 6 sekiannnn gitu...
Physics: 27/44 which is about 5.9
Chemistry: 78
Gila scores above tu apaaaaannnnnnn????????
Bukan hanya itu, akhir-akhir ini gue menyadari bahwa gue lagi dalam fase malas, di mana saat ini gue lagi nggak minat melakukan segala sesuatu yang berhubungan dengan belajar and could only rely on phrase 'Let it Flow' nyahahahhah....
Tapi tadi di sekolah gue bener-bener seperti 'disentil Tuhan' through Ms. Dian's words. Beliau ngambil contoh muridnya yang dulu yang sebenernya nggak jenius tapi berusaha keras dan mendapat sukses. Nggak tau gimana dan kenapa gue berasa banget kalo Tuhan sedang berusaha menegur gue dengan sopan. Karena kebetulan gue juga ingin jadi dokter, gue inget banget omongan miss yang kurang lebih kaya gini:
"Kamu nggak akan bisa jadi dokter kalo kamu cuma mengandalkan otak dan spirit belajar yang statis. Saat orang lain hanya butuh waktu belajar 1 jam, mungkin kamu butuh 5 jam. Kalo orang mempersiapkan tes selama 1 hari, mungkin kamu butuh 5 hari. And you know what? THAT'S OKAY. That's what people called hardwork, that's what people called spirit."
Dan dengan itu gue berasa dihajar gitu. Hahahahhah. Emang akhir-akhir ini gue males dan terbukti dari nilai gue. Fyi, gue bukan tipe orang seperti temen2 gue di sekolah yang emang jenius dari lahir. Tanpa usaha dan... Jreng! Nilainya semua 100. Gue harus usaha keras untuk dapet nilai segitu. Fiuhhh what a tough world.
Jadi yaaa kita buktikan saja. Mudah-mudahan sejak ini nilai gue membaik yaaa.. Anyway thanks to Miss Dian for the 'fresh air' you gave us at school today yaaaa.. ^^
Sudah ah.. mo istirahat. Kata Miss Dian (ngga tau waktu itu lagi ngejayus apa kagak), obat mujarab untuk memaksimalkan fungsi otak adalah tidrr atau istirahat.. Jadi yaaa... Gue mau istirahat dulu.. Nyahahahah :P
Bye all...
~valencialovesedwardcullenalot~
it's now over
4:06 PM - Saturday, November 1, 2008
So, kegiatan hectic gue akhir-akhir ini pelan-pelan berkurang..
Tadi gue abis lomba bio di IPB, dan oh mannn... Sumpah Binus kesana bikin rusuh gitu hahahahah..
Gue ceritakan selengkapnya:
Day 1 at IPB
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Kita semua berangkat (jadwalnya sih) jam setengah tujuh. Namun karena berbagai alasan dan kondisi akhirnya kita baru jalan jam 7 seperempat dan akhirnya kita sampe sana telat. Dan telatnya satu jam! Horeeee..
Setelah sampe sana, ternyata acaranya 'tidak produktif' sekali dan akhirnya kita di dalem hampir mati bosen. Awalnya sih anak-anak bio masih sabar. Kita mendengarkan ipod sambil mengerjakan soal-soal bio sementara si presentator menjelaskan mengenai tentang technicl meeting yang sebenernya isinya kaga penting. Tapi lama-lama kok jadi tambah membosankan ditambah dengan sound system nya yang... gitu deh.. terus pas kita lagi pada mendengarkan ipod, tiba-tiba.. JEPRET!! Ada kamera mbak-mbak panitia yang mengabadikan kebahagiaan kita saat itu. Gokil sopan banget ya kitaaa.. Hahahah.. Jadinya yang cewe-cewe + adit + ryan + hanjul memutuskan untuk keluar.
Sampe di luar, cewe-cewe pada berfoto-foto (terimakasih hanjul untuk selalu merusak foto kita). Saat di luar tiba-tiba kita mendengar nama Binus School Serpong dipanggil. Harusnya sih, saat itu kita lagi di dalem dan dengan semangatnya tepuk tangan. Tapi since kita semua lagi diluar jadinya yaaa.. gitu lah. Hahahahah (-.-) dan itu malu-maluin abis sumpah...
Setibanya di dalam, kita kelaparan karena ga dikasi makanan yang enak. Jadi kita memutuskan untuk mengatur skenario kabur. Well, bukan kita sih yang merencanakan tapi Sir Iwan dan Miss Tya dan Miss Dina.. hahahah.. Rencana berhasil (untuk sementara). Sesampainya di bis, kita disamperin mbak-mbak panitia, katanya kaga boleh pulang gitu. Tapi akhirnya kita memaksa dan sampailah kita di sekolah jam 3 sore. Fyi, harusnya kita dari Bogor baru jam setengah lima. Gilaaa males aja..
dari situ kita sudah bilang "Wah, besok didiskriminasi loe sama panitia.. hahahah"
Day 2 at IPB
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Hari ini adalah hari lomba penyisihannya. Kita kumpul di sekolah (rencananya) jam 6 biar kaga telat dan ternyata ada anak yang 'seragamnya lupa dicuci' dan kita nungguuuuuiiiiinnnnnn ampe lama dan akhirnya kita sampe di Bogor mepet hampir mulai gitu. Nyahahahah
Pas mulai ngerjainsoal. WAW! Soalnya dewa gitu. Yaa gue rasa sih gue saat itu adalah peserta tersantai se Darmaga nyahahahah.. Tengok kiri kanan atas bawah kayanya pada serius banget gitu. Yaudah kerjakan sebisanya dan... kekacauan dimulai lagi...
Setelah soal dikumpul, anak lomba MR dan KF boleh langsung meninggalkan ruangan sementara LCTB dan CC kaga boleh. Sebel abis T_T. Akhirnya tim gue, tim Farah, dan tim Cahya memutuskan untuk turun dan ikut ngacir (untuk kabur pulang). Ternyata pas sampe tangga, ada mbak-mbak panitia (again) yang ngejagain gak boleh turun. Kesel abis, padahal Icang ama Farah berhasil lolos dengan mudah (-.-)..
Nah, setelah kita bete-bete gitu, Emil, Jong dan Ryan dateng ke arah tangga.
Anak Fisika: Eh gimana soal Bio?
Anak Bio: Gitu deh.. Fisika gimana?
Anak Fisika: Lu turun kek sini ngomongnya.
Anak Bio: Kagak boleh.. Nyebelin banget ya.
(Fyi, kita teriak-teriak ngomongnya dan di depan kita ada panitia, sumpah kita kaga sadar waktu itu.. nyahahah)
Tiba-tiba Emil dan Ryan bisik-bisik bentar lalu menghampiri mbak-mbak panitia. Gue pikir dia mo minta ijin untuk naek kearah anak2 Bio gitu. Ternyata Ryan dan Emil bilang kita harus turun karena udah ditelponin sama bonyok dan disuruh kumpul sama Sir Iwan (hohoho itu tipuan bulus).. Gak taunya, si Emil dan Ryan masih punya hati dan kasian sama anak-anak sma laen. Jadinya tuh mbak-mbak diajak ngobrol agak jauh selama semenit-an dan anak-anak sma di tribun pun segera berhamburan turun. Orangnya kaga nyadar lagi.. dodol abis.. Nyahahahah
Dibawah antrian udah kaya konser apaan tau. Desek-desekan ampe bermeter-meter..
Terus kita berpikir untuk cari tempat yang sepi aja. Ngapain deket-deket pintu kalo akhirnya cuma boleh keluar sholat dan pasti tampang kita keliatan kalo kita non-muslim. Jadi, kita menerobos dengan susah payah untuk mencari daerah yang sepian.
Tiba-tiba gue melihat ada anak cowo-cowo yang jalannya buru-buru. Gue curiga. Abis masa cowo tumben amat jalan kaga nyantai. Gue ikutin dan ternyata dugaan gue benar. Ada cahaya matahariii.. Akhirnya kita semua bisa keluar denan bebas.. lalu pulang..
WAW.. Binus ke sana bikin rusuh.
Yaudah deh.. jadinya sekarang semua udahan. Kita nggak begitu ngarep masuk semifinal. Tapi doakan saja. Hahahahah
Udah ah udah kepanjangan..
Bye all ^^
~valencialovesedwardcullenalot~
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