sing.that.song
A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU
by David Archuleta
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're
not here now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're
not here now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, ooh.
S I X T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 16 years old, aren't i?
ONE When I was in elementary school, I liked IPS the least, which is a kind of eufimism because 'hate' is a strong word. ARGHH!!
TWO My first cellphone is Nokia 2100 (yay!) and now I don't even know where it is...poor little cellphone...
THREE I am sooooo in ♥ with Jason Mraz!
FOUR My favorite colour is pink (like you guys don't know yet..)
FIVE I've moved 4 times since I was born.
SIX I've been changing schools for 4 times too, since I first went to school.
SEVEN I used to believe with Santa Claus thingies x)
EIGHT I want to be an internist (or a pediatrics) after finishing university.
NINE The best movie I've ever watched so far is P.S. I Love You (thanks Adel, for recommending this one beautiful movie)
TEN Oh yeah, I LOVED lollipop, choco vanilla Chupa Chups to be precise. And when I say LOVED, I mean it.
ELEVEN On some points in my life, I missed school so bad. That's what you called IRONIC.
TWELVE Honestly, I don't know what else to write.
THIRTEEN I ALWAYS have problem with my hair. I don't know why, but I do ALWAYS feel like it bothers me!
FOURTEEN I wake up 5.40 every morning. Well, surely except Saturday and Sunday and any other lovely holiday.
FIFTEEN The worst holiday is Lebaran holiday because I can NOT go on vacation and I have to clean my house all by myself for about 2 weeks and that's BAD.
SIXTEEN Humm.. I envy my parents for their genius brain and secretly wonder why can't they inherited it to me (-.-)
Yea.. I'm confused..
5:08 PM - Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Halooo...
Untuk beberapa hari ini sih gue sangat super sibuk sekali. Diantaranya adalah:
- Persiapan lomba Bio yang wahhh makin hari makin membuat gue terpojok (cuakakakak)
- Peer dan surely reportssss
- Unit Tests
- Quizzes
- OSIS
- Ekskul yang udah sebulan lebih nggak gue datengin
- Lomba debat yang bentar lagi akan diadakan di BINUS School Simpruggg
- Dan juga les guna menunjang aktivitas belajar saya di sekolah (aih bahasanya rebets)
Jadi yea energi dan tentunya otak gue ngerasa capek. Gue sih physically rested (walaupun nggak well), tapi otak gue bener-bener kurang tenaga. Maunya bobooo melulu.
Akhir-akhir ini gue sedang menggilai lagu-lagu Taylor Swift dan Colbie Caillat yang waw super nyenengin banget, dan Sara Bareilles sedikit. Sampe-sampe pernah sekali gue taro foto Taylor Swift di dp gue dan gue dikatain 'bi' sama seseorang yang gue lupa siapa.. Sial banget. Sejak saat itu gue ganti dp gue :P
Yah, teman-teman.. Doakan saja semoga saya berhasil menjalani kehidupan saya dengan well. Belom lagi akhir-akhir ini gue sering banget mimpi tentang orang-orang dari masa lalu gue yang let's say.. nggak bagus lah :) jadi yaa gitu lah..
Mungkin karena otak gue kecapekan banget ato apalah namanya nggak tau, gue jadi suka ngigo gitu. Selalu menunggu sesuatu, tapi nggak tau apaan yang ditunggu. Kayak kemaren waktu jalan ke WTC, itu bener-bener nggak ngasih kesan buat gue. Kayaknya kosong banget dan gue sepertin nungguin sesuatu ato seseorang yang belom dateng tapi nggak tau apa dan siapa..
Argh! Tuh kan ngelindur.. ngelantur.. Sudah lebih baik sekarang saya bikin pg bio yang sebuku itu karena besok mesti udah selesai katanya. Itu bahkan sekarang udah jadi 'new moon' versi gue. Tiap kesempatan baca, tiap ga da kerjaan baca.. hahahahah
Udah ya, wish me luck guys..
~valencialovesedwardcullenalot~
Twilight (again) ...
7:46 PM - Thursday, October 16, 2008
Gosh, I'm soooo in love with Edward Cullen. Okay, not WITH him but TO him (^^) they are two different things ain't they?
I watched twilight movie trailer and Andrea said we better keep it for the surprise later. But I didn't agree since I knew the story plot already and still eager to see the movie...
I now declared myself as twilight fans (^^) ...
~valencialovesedwardcullenalot~
Empty, motionless ...
6:07 PM
Guys, now I'm reading new moon, second edition for twilight. And Stephenie Meyer keep on amaze me with every words she wrote in the book. One word, one more excitement. Every word is just placed exactly on where they are supposed to be placed. And stupidly (^^) I just realize that all twilight edition was titled based on natural phenomenon on the sky ya? Lyke, umm.. twilight, new moon, eclipse, breaking dawn, and midnight sun...
By the way a few recent days, I was busy on stuff like additional lesson and homeworks and all that. But what didn't make any sense is that in one secret particular moment few days ago, I could suddenly feel utterly sad in the moment I was supposed to be extremely happy. And then I read new moon, and then I knew I was almost on the phase Bella had during that time. You guys who finished new moon already still remember that part? When Edward was still with Bella but he's mind and soul (so to said) was not exactly where he is. That's certainly what I feel know. And finally, he really left (literally) and Bella feel so empty, so motionless. Well, I'll prepare the 'leaving' day so that I don't have to be THAT motionless...
Argh!
Biology competition will soon be here. And I'm still not sure I can handle that. Yea, I mean, I am quite sure we won't win, at least not that easy. Not this easy.
I now really agree to my mind (which is rarely happen) that I do really have too much activities to cope at school. I only slept few hours a day, other than that I eat, and study or doing homework or any other things I HAVE TO do. I better reduce these all when I'm in 12 grade.
Yea, I'm going to finish new moon now, and maybe get some sleep to relieve myself. I need my 'mbak' back... :'(
Bye all guys. Wish me luck. Wish me hope. Faith.
~valenciasukapinklow~
No Air ...
9:51 PM - Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Well, gue sedang merasakan no air. Yea, tentunya not literally lah. Gila hari ini gue mencapai titik tercapek gue selama seminggu ini. Bayangin, besok aja gue udah ada tiga peer yang menanti gara-gara gue banyak ga masuk pas sebelom libur itu. Argh.. Kenapa sih gue?? Bukannya bersyukur ya masih bisa sekolah.. Udah ah gue sumpah gue cape banget. Lagi nggak mood banget untuk nulis. Bye all...
~valenciasukapinklow~
First Day of School. Full Stop, Literally.
7:57 PM - Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Hari ini adalah hari pertama gue masuk sekolah. And guys you know what? I was like late as much as one hour. Arghhh! Waktu itu I changed my alarm setting gitu. Kan term test, itu berarti masuk lebih siang dan gue bisa bangun satu jam lebih siang daripada biasa. Sialnya, kemaren malem gue lupa dan alhasil sampe tadi pagi pun gue nggak sadar kalo gue telat bangun. Pas gue lagi gosok gigi, tiba-tiba... jemputan gue dateng. Sial banget tuh! (-.-)
Terus, hari ini telah dibagikan sangat buanyak peer untuk permulaan...
kata si miss tya gue sama Andrea disuru jadi class secretary (againnnn) dan disuru ngingetin guru bahwa nggak boleh ada lebih dari dua peer dalam satu hari... Gila, kaya gampang aja ngingetin guru kaya gitu. Well, especially untuk yang satu itu.. (anak 11d tau kan maksud gue siapa.. cuakakakakak)
Wah.. seperti judul posting gue kali ini, masuk sekolah. Full stop.
stop main
stop santai
stop freedom
stop jalan
stop refreshing
stop istirahat
Begitulah kehidupan kami di Binus.. Selalu stressed out ga karuan, selalu pusing dengan tugas-tugas yang, oh well, 'cukup' banyak. Pengen sih bisa nyelesein semua dengan on time. Tapi ya itu tadi masalahnya. Tugas satu guru sih sedikit. Wajar kalo dia merasa nggak membebani kita. Tapi Sir, Miss, yang ngasi tugas bukan cuma satu guru doang. Bukan berarti kita males kalo sering ngeluh pas dikasih peer. Makasih banget buat Miss-Miss dan Sir-Sir yang mau ngerti itu. Tapi tetep aja ada yang kekeuh nggak mau ngerti. Huff.....
Udah ah guys, now I wanna study bio, soalnya tadi ada latian dan sepertinya masih susah jadi gue masih harus belajar banyak sepertinya. Hahahah..
Wish me luck yaa...
~valenciasukapinklow~
Rapot Day..
5:34 PM - Monday, October 13, 2008
Oke so, hari ini gue terima rapot gitu..
Hasil rapot lumayan aja. Tapi gue nggak tau turun apa naek. Gue lupa. Mau buka Student Desk juga males. Jadi ya terima aja hasil segini. Gue intinya sih cukup puas kecuali untuk CHEMISTRY dan MATH. Nggak tau gimana ceritanya nilai gue di kedua pelajaran itu tuh nurun banget.
Tapi ga masalah, rapot gue buka dan sampe rumah baru gue sadar bahwa ada satu kesalahan yang konyol. Dimana-mana (nggak tau juga seh :P) yang namanya sejarah itu ya history dong bukan humanities. Tapi entah gimana di Binus sejarah = humanities. Aneh ya... Jadi Sejarah = Kemanusiaan (??)
Terus tadi di skul nyokap ngotot ga percaya seangkatan nilai kimianya jelek. Jadi tadi dia kekeuh mao nemuin Miss Dian. Kaga tau mo ngapain. Tapi berhubung gue absen setelah Farah dan entah kenapa Miss Dian lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaa banget ngomong sama nyokapnya Farah, jadilah nyokap gue pulang karena ga sabar mo nungguin Miss Dian. Hahahahahah
Aduh, akhirnya sekarang gue berhasil menemukan guru les. Cuakakakakak. Sepertinya susahan murid nyari calon guru les daripada guru les nyari calon murid.. Tapi ya sudahlah berhubung jadwal les gue itu MINIMAL seminggu tiga kali dan maksimal setiap hari, jadi intinya mulai hari ini gue akan kerja keras. Bayangkan, setiap hari jadwal gue akan seperti ini:
05.00 - 06.30 Bangun lalu siap-siap sekolah
06.30 - 06.45 Berangkat sekolah
07.00 - 15.10 Belajar di sekolah
15.10 - 16.30 Tambahan Biology
16.30 - 17.00 On the way ke GS buat ngeles....
17.00 - 19.00 Les, meaning.. belajarrr
19.00 - 19.30 On the way balik ke rumah
19.30 - selesai Makan, lalu bikin peer
Jadi begitulah, mulai besok gue kerja rodi deh pokoknya.. Gokil.. Udah ah mau maen. Dan sepertinya ini akan jadi hari santai untuk yang terakhir kalinya buat gue dalam bulan ini. Huaaaa. O iya, gue lupa mau bikin rangkuman bio kurnas.. (-.-)
Bye all.. Muahhhh
~valenciasukapinklow~
One More Silly Bulbo
6:20 PM - Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Guys, sorry. I know this is silly but i choose randomly so, yeah blame the bulletin writer ya.. LOL
1. km abis drmana ?
Hari ini gue nggak kemana-mana.. AT ALL
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2. sama siapa ?
Di rumah sama bonyok, opa, dan temennya opa.
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3. ngapain aja?
Humm, isi bulbo, nge-blog, chat, bikin report bio
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4. ktmu siapa disana ?
He?? Literally ga ketemu siapa-siapa tapi kalo di msn banyak lah (males sebutinnya -.-)
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5. komen trakhir dr siapa ?
Humm.. kalo ga heidel, widya, christin.
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6. prnah ditampar orang ?
Humm.. Pernah kalo ga salah..
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7. prnah disakitin ?
Pernah lah.. Itu tadi ditampar sakit banget. Percaya deh!
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8. seneng maen game ?
NGGAK
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9. suka makan apa ?
Italian
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10. lagi jatuh cinta gak ?
Mungkin. I'm not sure myself (-.-)
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11. lagi patah hati ?
Mungkin. I'm not sure myself (-.-) (itu gue copas dari yang atas loh..hahahah)
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12. soulmate kamu siapa ?
Paling soulmate sih nyokap lah.. darah dagingnya..
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13. brng ap yg ada dkamar kamu yg sharusnya kmu buang ?
Tweeter yang udah rusak x)
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14. temen fs kamu banyak ?
Nggak. Cuma one hundred sumthin..
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15. siapa aja ?
Serius?? DO U REALLY WANT ME TO MENTION IT ONE BY ONE??
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16.lg chat sm siapa ?
Nobody
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17. ngmongin apa ?
Nothing
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18. km suka nangis ?
Yep, a little too much x)
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19. keadaan rmbut kmu ?
good enough, untuk takeran lagi libur
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20. lg pake baju apa ?
black tank dengan luaran pink sweater dan shorts pewe *seragam bobo*
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21. jabatan km dskola ?
murid lah.. mang apa??
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22. kamu suka dgan jabatan km ?
suka sih NGGAK.. tapi bersyukur iya .. (daritadi cuma ini yang gue jawab dengan wise)
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23. punya pcar ?
sekarang tidak
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24. suka film apa ?
sejauh ini PS I Luv You, tapi nanti mungkin berubah jadi Twilight (gue suka romace dan social movies)
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25. temen" skelas kmu siapa ?
PARDON, U JUST ASK ME TO WASTE 1 MORE HOUR OF MY TIME!!
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26. suka sama temen dskolah ?
Ya iyalah.. kalo ga bukan temen dong namanya! Dasar aneh!
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27. seberapa dket sama dia ?
... I think I missuderstood the previous quest x) ...
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28. terakhir yang nelpon kamu ?
Tante gue
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29. lagi pengen bunuh sseorang ?
Gila!! Did u lost your brain? I would never ever ever hate a person enough so that I could kill him!
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30. ada brpa barang yg ada dkamar mu ? coba hitung !
PARDON AGAIN, YOU JUST ASK ME TO WASTE 5 MORE HOURS OF MY TIME! Sh*t, like u hadn't waste mine enough!!
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31. klo dsuru nytir, pke motor ato mobil ?
Mobil
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32. siapa orang tercantik dskola km ?
Gue.. (cuakakakakak) .. Siapa ya? tau cakep2 semua kok ..
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33. siapa orang tergnteng dskola km ?
Bukan gue pastinya karena gue cewe (hahahah) ini gue gatau juga karena menurut gue sih biasa aja..
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34. pngen apa buat buka nanti ?
Buka apa?? Uda kaga musim puasa nih..
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35. lanjutkan dengan tiga kata !
ketika nenek" datang ingin mnybrang tiba" ada seorng laki" yang ..
datang menolong dia...
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36. bisa ngmong bhsa sunda ?
NGGAK
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37. jd bisanya bhsa ap aj ?
indo, english nge pas, plus bahasa sms, bahasa chatting, bahasa gaol (kata someone jayus, don't blame me guys -.-)
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38. harapan kmu 10 taun kdpan ?
Kerja mapan, dan nikah lah.. udah
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39. mood kamu skarang ?
males, gara-gara ni bulbo tauuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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40. ayo sebutin nama gbetan kamu dsni !
WHO THE HELL DO U THINK YOU R ya mbak??????????????
Bulbo Time Guys...
5:45 PM
So, gue gajadi lanjutin bio dan lebih tertarik buka fs. Abis accept2, gue iseng buka bulbo dan isinya adalah sebagai berikut:
*WARNING, INI BULBO ANEH, LEBIH ANEH DARIPADA YANG WAKTU ITU!!*
Kalo ketemu mantan, terus ngobrol...
# apa kbr?
> baek lah (itu rethorical question..)
# uda punya pacar baru ya?
> hummm.. kalo uda gimana kalo belom kenapa?
# yah......
> lagian nanya nya aneh x) bwakkaakakak
# aku telat dong ?
> sedikit
# sedih deh aku!
> kasian..ckckckck
# putus sudah harapan ku!
> layangannnn kaleee
# ternyata km selama ini main di belakang aku?
> maen apaan? uler tangga? iya waktu itu pas biology (cuakakakakak)
# aku gak nyangka km ternyata ce/co biadab!
> cowo macam apa yang ngatain cewe biadab? hayoooo..
# aku nyesel pernah jadian ma km!
> penyesalan selalu datang terlambat (hahahah)
# DIAM KM!
> ini aku mencoba wise lowh x)
# tapi aku masih cinta sama km!
> wah, tadi di nomer empat kan gue da bilang ,terlambat..-.-
# km mau balik sama aku?
> humm..artinya bisa dua nih... balikan..? atau balik bareng? hahahah
# aku cinta mati sama km!
> wakakakakakak (itu goblok banget..!) cuakakakak *ketawa tak tertahankan*...
# aku gak mau kehilangan km sayang!
> tadi bilangnya nyesel...hayoo... plin-plan amat, cowo pa banci seh! Memancing emosi ajah..
# km masih cinta kan ma aku? katakan sayang!
> gubrak.. ini ngambil dari scene telenovela mana om?
# kamuuu..
> akuuu..
# SUNGGUH TERLALU!
> Terlalu apa? lucu? Makasiii *blushed*
# kembali lah sayang!
> tarik ulur molo daritadi lu kira gue layangan!
# oh jadi itu mau km?
> emang mau gue apa coba?? ayo tebak.. ahhahahah
# ok! kita putus!
> pertanyaannya tadi kalo gue ketemu mantan kan? berarti emang udah putus kan? *bingung jadinya*
# aku gak mau liat km lg!
> wogh.. kok kaya cewe ngomongnya? Wakakakak
# kenapa aku harus dipertemukan dgn wanita/pria seperti mu?
> biar loe bisa bersyukur sama keadaan lu... dasar aneh... ckckckck
# dasar ce/co lemot!
> i'm not.. cek deh, daritadi itu loe yang lemot.. (bukan loe yang lagi baca loh :P) scroll mouse ke atas, dan kasitau siapa yang lemot!
# km yakin mau ninggalin ak?
> setelah men-scroll mouse gue ke atas, gue yakin mantan gue ga seburuk itu.. hahahahahah
# tapi aku masih mengharapkan mu!
> ngarep aja ampe mati, katanya cinta mati, ya kan???
# aku capek ngmg sama km!
> maaf ralat, bukan ngomong, ngetik...
# pergi km!
> yee..kompie kompie gue.. lu aja sono shoo..shoo...
# aku muak lihat km!
> minum obat mual sesuai anjuran dokter ya 'saiang' :P
# jangan pernah temui aku lg!
> sebenernya emang ge bermaksud untuk nemuin kok.. huahuahuahua sorry to be honest ya..
# aku akan melupakan mu!
> i'll help u to do it >:P
# jangan pernah mencari ku!
> kenapa? ingatlah pada hutangmu padaku yang blm lunas..
# km akan menyesal!
> iya lah nyesel kalo nggak nagih utang gue waktu itu :P
# AKU BENCI KAMU!
> Errr... so? Is there anything I can do 'bout it bro?